What will you do if it's happens to wake up after a horrible memory that hunts you every day and night? Well I can tell you that in my case I'm in the kitchen drinking coffee at three in the morning because of that memory that hunts me for 10 years. I can't sleep anymore. Even if I want to. So I take my cup of coffee and go to the living room, open the TV and start to watch an old Disney movie. I'm to lazy to search for something on TV. I'm still trembling from that horrible memory. Those scenes appear every time when I close my eyes.. those terrifying moments...
After three goold old Disney movies that I enjoy a lot watching them, I saw that the clock on the wall show the hour six in the morning. So I decided to go in my room and get ready for a new day. I put on me a pair of black molded pants cuted on the knees, a black undershirt with a text in white ‚Geniuses don't exist, only dreamers’ on it, a black and red open checkered shirt over it with the sleeves rolled up to the elbows, then I put on my left hand a thin black leather bracelet with a cross and a silver watch, and on the right hand a black leather bracelet with targets. Then I made my bag with everything I need today and after I finished with brushing my hair and teeths, I went to the kitchen and start making breackfast. Some scrubled-eggs, bacon and a cherry tomatos salad. After geting everything ready, I put the plates on the kitchen counter with three glasses full with apple juice and start the coffee machine because I want some more. After finishing making the breackfast for my little siblings, I went up stairs at the door next to mine and open it slowly.
„Shu, Jun. Come on sweety pies. It's time to wake up.” I sayed after I enter their room and they slowly open their little eyes. After they saw me, they immediately jumped from their beds and run passing me and entered their sister's bedroom. I followed them, stopping in the door way and watching my cute triplets doing their morning . Jun and Shu wake up their sister, each one kissing one of her cheeks making her like a sandwach. LingMyn wakes up smiling at the boys and takes both of them in her little arms to give them a morning hug. This scene makes me smile every morning. My little ones are too adorable for their own good.
LingMyn gets down from her bed, goes to her wardrobe and change her clothes as fast as she could, then went to her twin brothers and pushed them in the wardrobe and give them their clothes that they will wear today. „Hurry up and change yourself.” She told them starting to jump up and down, waiting to see how her brothers will look in what she chose for them. After the boys change and comed out from LingMyn's wardrobe, she get's up from the floor next to her wardrobe where she waited for them like it was an eternity, then all three of them come running to me and jump in my arms. „Good morning Mark, big brother!” they greeted me. I hugged them and kissed each of their foreheads, smiling that I can see them one more day being little kids. Soon they will grow up and they won't be my little cute siblings. They will be mature wolfs and won’t need my help anylonger...
„Morning my sweet little sunshines. Lets go eat. Beta Wilton will come in three quarters of an hour to take you three to the pack’s school. So lets hurry up.” I told them and the children jumped quickly out of my arms and ran down stairs to the kitchen shouting happy "Food!". They are such adorable beings. I follow them to the kitchen, take the three plates with scrubled-eggs, bacon and cherry tomatoes from the kitchen counter and put them on the table before I'm turned to the kitchen counter and pouring some coffee in a mug when I start to hear a strange noise coming from behind me. I turn to see where the noise comes from and guess who I discover? The triplets. They are having a little competition about who's eating breakfast faster. I'm starting to giggle. This is our daily routine. I'm going to wake the boys, the boys go to wake up their sister, she gives them clothes to change in for that day, then I give them to eat and watch them amused how they fight between each other about who eats faster. This routine brings me a smile on my pale face every morning and I wish it won’t end too soon.
„I finished!” „It's impossible! How did you eat that fast ?! You're a girl! Girls are delicate and elegant!” the boys looked at their sister with wide-eyes. „What are you saying there losers? I couldn't hear you from the delicious sound of victory. Ha! I'm more a man then you two at one place!” she start to laught victoriously, leaving me, Jun and Shu shock with our jaws dropped. I couldn't imagine that LingMyn will ever say this until this day. The boys took their sister up on their sholders and started to congratulate her like she is a champion. God, I didn't thought we were just boys in the house, haha. I thought we had a delicate little sister, but from what I see it is more like a boy than us three at one place at this subject. After all, she grown up between boys, so I shouldn’t be so surprised about this. At last she know to act as a girl too. She can act as what she want.
After laughting with my little triplets I wash the dishes, then go with them to the bathroom to help LingMyn make a ponytail while the boys were making their schoolbags and their sister bag. After 5 minutes we went downstairs, the children take their school bags and their food boxes that was prepared last night with some cookies, chocolate milk and some fructs that I cutted this morning when I woked up from my nightmare.
We went outside where we should meet with Beta Wilton and after we got out of the house I notice that he hasn't appeared yet. That is strange... I decide to check the watch on my hand and I notice it is 06:four5. Ups... Looks like we are done too early this time. „Children? Would you like to play for a while until Beta Wilton comes? It seems that this time we are much more matinally than usual.” They start jump happy that they could stay a little longer and they started to talk about a treasure hunt that they want to organize for their friend and the rest of their classmates. Jun started to plan the game with his sister while Shu was day-dreaming about the game.
I'm waiting with them and after a little time I started drawing some sketches for one of my part-time jobs. Yeah.. I don't think you knew until now, but I'm working. I started to work at a young age because I didn't want Alpha Dalton and Luna Merlya to worry so much about us. For other people, a kid who works more then a part-time job or two at the age of sixteen, almost seventeen years old is a wirdo. Not to mention that I start working at the age of seven to eight. I had to. Jun, Shu and LingMyn at that time were just babies and now they are just nine years old. In a few months they will be ten. And in that they there will be ten years seens our pack and family died and we were ‚adopted’ by the Wind pack. Now I think you're wondering ‚Why do you work at this age when you could use what you parents left for you’. Well, I needed the money, so now I have four part-time jobs that I think will be my work places soon. Or at last one of them where I really finded people that don’t judge me by my past. How do you think I can take care of the three little ladybags and our home and our schooling? Even if our parents bank accounts and the rest of the packs money are left for our needs because we four are the only survivors, I want to keep that money for the kids for the moment when they will go to college to be their money. I don’t need them because I can make my own money by my hard work. From what I'm working now I earn very well. Better than I could have imagined. And I'm glad I can give them an easy life, without putting the worrys of the past on their backs. They don’t need to worry about anything. They don’t have to know what happened at that time.
„Big brother!!” I jumped a little when I heard my little sister’s voice and I see the three of them look seriously at me and I got curious why they were looking at me like that. What I did? „Yeah dear sister? What is it? What's with these faces?” „Well, you were too lost in your thoughts. And we asked you what are you draw there.” Shu and Jun told me in unison like they always do. „Oh, forgive me my sweethearts.” I take them next to me and start to show them what I was drawing. „I'm drawing some sketches with animals in different styles.” I told them and LingMyn looked so fascinated at my papers. „Ooooh! They are so cute! I like the little squirrels! They look like cartoon characters!” „I like the big funny bear with a bee on his nose!” Jun started laughting an was folowed by his twin that showed me the drawing he liked „The seahorse!”
Suddenly we hear a roaring from the forest and a dark gray wolf comes out. I go quickly to him and with a piece of material I create a cover up. The gray wolf is mister Wilton. I made the cover so the children will not see him when he will shift. I guess you already know that when a werewolf is shifting he has no clothes on it, so he is complitly naked and I don't want my younger siblings to see this until they're trained. Or until their curiosity will grow and they will want to know about their genitals. I waited for mister Wilton to change in his clothes and when he told me he is ready I took the piece of material off and greeted him. „Thanks Mark. And I'm so sorry that I'm late.” He told me and I looked confused at him. „You don't have to be sorry, mister Wilton. You arrived at the usual hour.”
For a moment the blond men looked confused at me then spoke „But I made you wait if you are already outside, didn’t I?” he look a little confused at me. „Actually... This time we were much more matinally than usual. So you have no reason to apologize, mister Wilt..” „Beta Wilton, beta Wilton! We want to make a treasure hunting for Cody, Lea and the rest of our classmates! Can you help us do it?” they come running and look at Beta Wilton with puppy eyes. Mister Wilton look at them and I could see how his pupils dilated because those three little angels. „Sure kids.” He told them and my little siblings start jump being happy that they will be heled with their game. „Come on now. Oliver is waiting a little far from here with our car.” I look at him confused and I couldn’t resist asking him „But if you came with your car, why were you in the wolf form?” and he start giggling, making me even more confused. „Oh, I didn’t come with the car, dear Mark. Oliver came with it. I came directly from the morning patrol. My son didn't felt to well today, so he is coming from home with my car to take me and your siblings back to the pack.” Then he get closer to me and whisper. „I think he's still a little sick after that trip at the lake when he jumped in the water from that cliff.” That make me laught because I was there when Oliver, the future beta, tryed to make the pack’s kids to laught by jumping from a cliff and do various scammers in the air until he was in the cold water. „Oh. I hope he'll get better.” I told his father. What I could say when his son isn’t well? I can just wish him good luck to get well as soon as posible.
„Thank you, Mark. And have a good day at work and school. We'll see again tonight.” he ruffled my hair. „Thank you.” then I take my siblings in my arms and kiss their foreheads. „Be good and do not upset mister Wilton, Luna Merlya, Alpha Dalton, nor your teacher.” and they gived me their pinky fingers „Promise!” Then mister Wilton put his hand on my shoulder „And I asked you not to call me "mister", Mark. "Wilton" is enough. You don’t need to be that formal with me.” „I-I'm sorry. I promise I will not call you like that again.” And he ruffled my hair once more. I got embarrassed because he told me many years not to call him like that, but I always forget.
Wilton gives me a smile then he takes Jun and Shu on his shoulders and to LingMyn he gives a piggyback and goes with them to a black car parked a little further from my house. Before Oliver start the car mister Wilton says ‚goodbye’ to me and I look at them as they go to where the whole pack lives. After I was’t able to see the car, I went back to the house and take my things to go to high school.
Yep. I'm also going to high school and four jobs every day. I can't do anything about it. I have to finish my high school after all. And at the same time I have to make money to support the children. Hah... The kids... I would really like to see what they do every day there. Even if they are telling me every night when I get home what they did, I want to be there with them. To cheer them up, to see them playing with other kids... Yeah, I can't go in the pack’s territory. Why? Because of Alpha Dalton's oldest son, Thomas Wilson.
When alpha Dalton found us, me and my siblings, Thomas felt something strange in me.. In my aura or soul and then he didn't let me be a part of the Wind pack. The elders and the alpha couldn’t do anything about it. They have to respect the decision of the future alpha even if he was at a young age. I have nothing to comment at this point. As long as my brothers and sister can have a future without having to deal with the past of our family, I am happy, even if this meens I have to be a lonely werewolf or rogues. Anyway, not to lose more time than I already did. I have to get to high school quickly. I don't want to be late or I’ll meet again with trouble in person.
I'm serving with my wife some coffee at one of the tableta from the big terrace of the pack house and look after Wilton's car to appear in the landscape. He went to take the younger siblings of Mark LeeYoung. Hah.. the SnowIce pack... I miss it... It was such a beautiful place. It look as if it was tooked out from a fantasy winter story. And also, it was one of the most strongest packs, like ours. Well.. Much stronger and it was one of the first packs in this part of the country.You can say that was one of the oldest packs around here.
I still can't find out what or who could have killed the whole pack, except for these four kids. It counldn't be posible to do such think by one person or just one pack. They were the most strongest warriors I ever saw in my life. Their trainings looked like pure torture, but actualy it wasn’t like that because their training wasn’t just fighting but also relaxation hours where the warriors meditated and were put at different tasks that were making them concentrate and train all their senses.
I won't accept the idea that Mark could have killed the all pack members. When I found him he was just a child who was too scared to even move from the place I founded him with his little siblings in his arms. He bearly could talk without trembling and crying and holds his baby siblings close to him to be sure they won’t be hurt by anything. I won’t forget that awful day.. So many lives have been taken in such a barbaric way.