I don't know where I am, but while I think I'm moving forward without feeling my feet walking or seeing a path to follow. Looking around me the only thing that can be seen is that everything is blank, I don't know if I am speaking out loud or believing that my brain is flooding with words everything, I think.
I feel like I'm going down an endless road, when I can see a bluish color in the distance, as I keep going it seems like I'm never going to get there, from one moment to the next everything becomes blurred and I find myself floating in this white space and similar bluish background to a sky with its clouds, as if it had a layer of water or so it seemed to me since it moved constantly as if there was a wind moving the water.
Seeing this white, tiny larva-like reflection without any limbs and feeling from the depths of my mind as if amazed by all of this.
"Don't tell me this is me"
I can't find my head or feet in this situation; I don't remember anything else since I felt waking up in this colorful space. –“You fence such sarcastic thought on my part." –Lost in my thoughts I hear a voice whisper like an echo speaking from far away without being able to understand even one of the words I was hearing, while remaining time it was heard louder and I tried to look around where it came from.
"Hey Issac, are you listening to me?"
Without realizing it, a blurred white figure appears, not knowing how to describe what I was seeing or how to react to it. For many times bigger than me with what seemed like two wings holding it in the air, it made me feel like a small insect knowing that it was going to be crushed to death.
"Issac, don't be afraid I came to guide you"
"To guide me? Who you are? And what did you call me "
"I just said that I came to guide you, I am your guide and I called you by your name Issac, perhaps you do not remember"
"I don't remember anything" -I could answer while stuttering.
"It is normal in some cases, although not always everyone is given opportunities to go through the reincarnation tunnel"
He told me all this explanation as he brought what appeared to be one of his hands on top of me, which shone with a light so strong that if he had eyes I think there would be nothing left of them.
Fragments of what my life was and a car accident flashed through my mind, leaving me exhausted, I felt as if a cold sweat was passing through this larva body that I had at the moment.
"It seems that all your memories are already back" -Listen to the blurred figure.
"That's right you died in an accident and as I just mentioned before this is the reincarnation tunnel"
"So, I'm going to reincarnate and why me?"
"Issac, you are a special boy and at some point, we will need you"
All this was heard as whispers in my mind that was full of questions to ask that I did not understand, but at the same time that I was going to investigate them, again what I believed to be the hand of this being approached above me without giving me time Some of its brilliant light filled me, leaving me immobile and multiple flashes of white and blue I could appreciate and from one moment to the next everything was left in a completely black space.
My mind was screaming open my eyes and for the first time I felt that a long time ago I had not seen another color that was not only white or blue.
A few thick pieces of wood to support a mahogany colored ceiling that filled my view and with small balloons that floated with a dim light inside had my full attention and amazement.
Looking from one place to another I notice the clarity of a window where you can see a totally clear sky without clouds and a huge rock held in the air. "What the hell"
If the balloons that were floating with that light inside caught my attention, I felt that my eyes would have been so big to distort my face and more when I had the need to lift what seemed to be my tiny hand.
Even being puzzled by what I had witnessed the moment before, seeing what was part of my physique left me almost completely blank without words, a single word line tried to scream. "I am a blessed baby"
My mind was disordered, everything was spinning rapidly for her when I had not yet noticed this smell like manure that flooded my nostrils.
I couldn't speak, I couldn't do anything, I looked at myself naked with what my diaper was supposed to be on, I felt helpless when my lungs filled with air and without being able to control myself, I started crying.
Not too late a figure is approaching, I still had not noticed who it was as constant tears were running from my eyes.
At the moment a small glow enters the window next to me illuminating the face of a beautiful woman, with her long hair falling towards me as she bent down to catch me. I saw all this as if in slow motion, her long scarlet red hair, her beautiful lips and nose outlined with her light skin color, penetrating eyes the color of her hair.
Her white clothing, I would say, is a kind of dress or gown with almost transparent half-long sleeves. "Should it be an angel?" That thought went through my head.
When I hear a sweet voice say. –“Oh, my little Bryan." –As he carried me in his arms.
"Mom time to change your diaper"
Without realizing that I had already stopped crying. –“Bryan?", "Mom?", These questions resonated in my head very quickly, if I had seen my face I would say it would be difficult to decipher.
If I was going to have the opportunity to reincarnate, because they would reincarnate me as a baby and with all my thoughts intact from my other life.