Do you ever feel locked up?
Like literary locked up?
Waiting for the hidden key
To unlock your door?
Where you can't speak the truth
And just lie and lie saying your fine
Well I always feel that
I feel as if my parents don't care about me
My dad always pushes me away
But for no goddamn reason
And they wonder why I hide in my room!
My mother is never home
She works from 11 to 11
So I can't see her before or after school
My friend thinks I have the perfect life
Just because I'm an only child
Well its not
Its quite lonely
She should be happy to have siblings
But to be honest all I need is friends
To hear me out, like my grandmother
She found that key
Whenever I need to let it out
I can deny on her
But I won't be able to for very long
We all know that
So I'll have to hide that key again
Until the right person finds it
And unlocks my feelings
Then I don't have to hide
My masked emotions
I'm scared to tell my friends
Because I feel as my mask is to strong
Makes it look like the real me
But, when the real me is feeling depressed
I'm not sure if it's real or fake
An act or reality
Is this depression?
To yearn the feeling of a cold knife?
To want a new life?
A better one
A real one
Were you can be true
And not need to lock yourself up
And wait a century for the right one?
With the right key...
You can't trust everyone with a key
Some can say
"What your feeling is nothing.
You just want to be noticed"
It makes you feel worse
Who's real or fake
Some people have a strong and big mask
Some have a fake one
Wait for the one with the key
To unlock your true life
To not make fun of
Find your key and