Do you ever feel locked up?

Like literary locked up?

Waiting for the hidden key

To unlock your door?

Where you can't speak the truth

And just lie and lie saying your fine

Well I always feel that

I feel as if my parents don't care about me

My dad always pushes me away

But for no goddamn reason

And they wonder why I hide in my room!

My mother is never home

She works from 11 to 11

So I can't see her before or after school

My friend thinks I have the perfect life

Just because I'm an only child

Well its not

Its quite lonely

She should be happy to have siblings

But to be honest all I need is friends

To hear me out, like my grandmother

She found that key

Whenever I need to let it out

I can deny on her

But I won't be able to for very long

We all know that

So I'll have to hide that key again

Until the right person finds it

And unlocks my feelings

Then I don't have to hide

My masked emotions

I'm scared to tell my friends

Because I feel as my mask is to strong

Makes it look like the real me

But, when the real me is feeling depressed

I'm not sure if it's real or fake

An act or reality

Is this depression?

To yearn the feeling of a cold knife?

To want a new life?

A better one

A real one

Were you can be true

And not need to lock yourself up

And wait a century for the right one?

With the right key...

You can't trust everyone with a key

Some can say

"What your feeling is nothing.

You just want to be noticed"

It makes you feel worse

Its hard

Figuring out

Who's real or fake

Some people have a strong and big mask

Some have a fake one

So..

Wait for the one with the key

To unlock your true life

To listen

To not make fun of

To communicate

Find your key and

Be happy