Sometimes when you look through something all you see is black and darkness which surrounds you when you try to escape you can't you feel nothing you are just there just a living organism that is on this earth but in the depths of hell you feel like you burning but feel nothing of it like you are dying over and over and over in your head until your dying breath will that's me.
When I was little nobody loved me I had no family they all died except karma, the hokage liked me but he's the only one but I never see him because he is always busy with work for the village and everyone in my village hated me the they want me gone they want me dead they call me MONSTER, DEMON, DEVIL FOX, MONSTER, BRAT, IDIOT, SLUT and other names and they would beat me up and sometimes rape me everyday for being alive and having the nine tails locked in side me by my parents Kushina Uzumaki and Minato Namikaze how did I know that after I heard the villagers called me a deval fox I figured it out and did some research but i didn't tell anyone and they still do that to me. When I got into school i had to act like I was stupid prankster who wears a neon orange jumpsuit and put on a fake happy act but in real life I'm a lifeless nobody everyone in class likes to tease me and calls me names which I have a very low control when I get angry and I yell and call them names but if I get really angry I might try to kill them I get that from my mother how did i know will when I was researching about my parents I found this guy named Jiraiya I call him pervy sage because he's a big pervert and it did not help that I was a woman yes a woman not a girl so when I found him he told me everything about them and that made me happy for once and jiraiya I was able to be myself around but I never got to see him again after that because he had to go and now is the day where we get put in teams and you're probably wondering how I got in will I had to fail the test because I'm supposed to be an idiot but their was a traitor in our village and was telling me that I can become a genin if I get the scroll I knew he was lying but I got it anyway because I wanted him to kill me so wouldn't have to suffer anymore but iruka sensei came before he did and got hurt but before they came I opened the scroll and learned a lot of new treats but played dumb and said i learned one which was a shadow clone jutsu which i used and took him down easily with 100 of me and iruka gave me his and told me about his family which I understand how he feels but at least he is nice to me he evan treated me to ramen because I know if I go anywhere else they would poison me, so now I'm walking to school to see who is in my team yeah.
When I walk in to class people giving me death glares Sakura went up to me and said, " What are you doing here you dirty slut, you should not be here you didn't pass the exam" I looked at her with a big smile and pointed at my headband " guess I did Sakura-kun look look I pass see" I said happily but in my head I wanted a hurt her really badly and call her names Satan wouldn't approve of "you probably stole it off someone" Sakura said with a snooty look and voice iruka walked in "settle down class and go to your seat" after everyone followed his rules the class sat down and listen to silently waiting for what team he got put in "now class you're probably wondering why Naruto is in class well he got in and I am not allowed to tell you why he got it anyways your problem wondering what team's you got it in." I tuned out the rest until I heard my name "team 7 Naruto Uzumaki, Sasuke Uchiha, and Sakura Haruno now thats all so now wait for your sensei's" iruka sensei said and left. No I have to be in a team with that bitch sakura and that sakue that gets everything he wants but I don't mind him he is really strong but he only cares for himself and he is rude to me he cans me dobe only if he new and she has great control over her chakra which is good but she is weak and a bitch to me she thinks I'm going to steal her sasuke because I have boobs and she doesn't which is hilarious but I use her to make everyone think I want to be good friends with her which is working anyways I look over to sasuke and sakura and saw sakura fangirling all over sasuke which I feel bad for him but whatever i walk over to sit with my new team and sit down beside sasuke and sakura is on the other side of him we saw our class get picked up by their senseis and we are still waiting for our sensei's and i took a nap and woke up two hours later and saw sakura trying to get a date with sasuke and sasuke getting annoyed wonder long how long that was going one probably a long time and then i sensed a chakra which is probably our sensei finally you know what i'm going to get some payback for him being late so i rush over to the chalk board and grad the chalkboard eraser which is full of chalk bust and go to the door which is somewhat open and put a little chakra in it so it wasn't notesadle and put it between the creaked door and rushed to my seat "what did you do idiot" sakura said and sasuke said "Hn" in agreement "wait and see" I said "he's not going to fall for it he's an elite ninja dobe" sasuke says and sakura agreed as I layed back with my feet on the table and watched the show as our sensai walked in the chalkboard eraser fell on his head and he looked surprised and I blurt out laughing and point my finger because he is covered in chalk and he fell for the oldest trick in the book at sasuke smiled just for a second and sakura was worried how her sensei will react "meet me on the roof in 5 minutes got it idiots" he said annoyed and poofed away sasuke and sakura went up the stairs and I climbed the wall and got their before them and sat there and sensei looked surprised that I got here first and then sakura and sasuke got here and sat beside me "How did you get here before us idiot" sakura said in a venomous voice "climb the wall" I said simply they all sweat drop "now introduce yourselves to me" and after he said that and fell asleep until said "your turn blondy I woke up and said "my name is Naruto Uzumaki, I like ramen and sakura-kun as a friend and I hate sasuke and my dream is to be hokage" said in my act, sakura gave me a dirty look and our sensei said "ok tomorrow we have a test" "wait we already had our tests" sasuke said "no, you will undergo a survival test tomorrow morning, which will determine which of 27 graduates will be sent to the Academy, with the chances of failing being 66%. Before dismissing them, he also tells them to skip breakfast or else they'd puke." and he disappeared and sasuke and sakura went home I guess I should go home to as i was walking home I got pulled into an ally with some villagers and they started beating me up, calling me names and carved the word demon in my stomach I screamed because it hurt so bad when they were done I blacked out and saw karmua there with sad eyes oh yeah she is the nine fox I see her sometimes after I get beaten to death she is probably the only one who cares for me "I'm sorry kit I wish I could help I'm healing you now but it will leave a scar wear they wrote demand I'm sorry for doing this kit" she says sadly "it's ok it's not your fault or my parents or the villagers the villagers family got killed because of me so i understand so it's ok karma and I understand why you did it you were controlled. I love you karma so don't worry if you just keep healing me I will be fine" I told her in a sweet tone "I love you to kit, you know your to selfless" she says sadly "hey be happy I'm fine and a few scars aren't too bad" I say happy "Wok kit" she says and I go back to reality I get up and walk out of the ally and I look up and it is all ready morning and head to the forest and go to an apple tree and ate 2 apples and head to the place where we are all meeting after I got there I was finished the apples and sakura yells "YOUR LATE!!!" "sorry" I say sheepishly and then she looks at me proply "naruto what happened to you" then our sensai came thank god he saved the day.
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