Do you know how many times I wanted to cry but couldn’t?
My eyes got red, almost dripping with tears
I would make excuses and go to the bathroom
I would want to let the tears flow
But I couldn’t
I wasn’t brave enough to do it
If I cried there would be too much evidence
Red, swollen eyes
Everywhere people will say;
"I would cry whenever I get into an argument"
I will secretly say, "Wow I could never do that"
It wasn’t because I was strong
I was just too weak