We all are rushing and reaching for something that is out of our reach. We are always wanting what others have and are not thanking for the things we have. That is how our world works.....I realize now that when they said "You won't realize the importance of one until you loose that one." Trying to reach for something and finally reaching is hard, holding on to it is much harder.

  I realized this as I rushed to get that one medication that could save a life. As the rain poured down I realized that even clouds can't hold on to the weight and they also have to let go. A phone in hand and a bag of pills in the other I listened to the quiet tears that were probably were flowing down his face. "Noona, Mommy won't wake up, Plz wake her up," In a low tone he cried. As he spoke, even I couldn't hold the weight of the tears anymore, and they poured down like the rain pouring from the clouds. And so the importance of her, I couldn't realize until she was gone....