Hello, Silver Raven here.
Please just read the disclaimer I write down there carefully if you didn't read it in the description. Seriously. Read it.
This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, events, and incidents are either the products of the author’s imagination or used in a fictitious manner. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, or actual events is purely coincidental. So as a reminder, I just imagining everything that happened in the whole story.
What can I say since I can't even speak English properly.
Content warning. (This is the important Part)
TRIGGERING CONTENT. Like, seriously triggering. And yes, this is the only thing I'm willing to spoil.
MAY INCLUDE SOME SENSITIVE CONTENT THAT READER MIGHT FIND OFFENSIVE. Thought everything is offensive nowadays, I still have the obligation to at least warn you guys.
PLEASE REFRAIN FROM READING IF YOU ARE EASILY TRIGGERED. No joke here.
YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED. Read it carefully guys, since I wouldn't be placing any warning beside this one whole note. The only barrier I'll be putting is only the MATURE filter on the said chapters, so once again, YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED.
All stated above is for story purpose only. The writer did not have any intention to spreading hate or being a preach. I'm saying this because I love you (some) beautiful peoples. Reader discretion is advised, and needed badly.
Anyway, another things you need to take note of is that;
One. i'm not a native English speaker, so please don't expect too much from my Engrish.
Two. Any grammar Nazi is welcomed with an (uh, half) open hand.
Three. The story is kinda slow in pacing and is a slow burn romance. So well, it's slow (maybe).
Four. I imagined everything and since I know jack s*it about you U.S. citizens, I take every information from Google and those who are willing to answer my questions on Tapas forum. Please point out any inaccuracy from this story if you find one.
Five. Chapters might come out slowly (like, when the h*ck did I ever make it that fast?) since I'm working at the moment and always fast in getting my motivation runs low.
*oh hi, it is I, the author, editing this in 2020 and will still be continuing this story. I will NOT give up on my babies.
Six. Seriously, this story is really triggering and at some part going to be really offensive (you can make it whatever you want, I won't be defending myself much).
This is suicide hotline centre that you can call if you feel like there is no hope left as copied from Wikipedia:
The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline (http://suicidepreventionlifeline.org/) is a 24-hour, toll-free, confidential suicide prevention hotline available to anyone in suicidal crisis or emotional distress. It is only available in the United States. A 24-hour an Online Chat in partnership with Contact USA is also available.
The American Foundation for Suicide Prevention is a non-profit organization exclusively dedicated to understanding and preventing suicide through research, education and advocacy, and to reaching out to people with mental disorders and those impacted by suicide."
Crisis Text Line (crisistextline.org) is the only 24/7, nationwide crisis-intervention text-message hotline.
Samaritans (http://www.samaritansusa.org/) is a registered charity aimed at providing emotional support to anyone in distress or at risk of suicide throughout the United States.
The San Francisco Night Ministry (http://www.sfnightministry.org/) provides free confidential telephone counseling between 10 p.m and 4 a.m. Pacific Standard Time to anyone from any locality.
The Trevor Project (http://www.thetrevorproject.org/) is a nationwide organization that provide crisis intervention and suicide prevention services to lesbian, gay, bisexual, transgender and questioning youth.
The Veterans Crisis Line (veteranscrisisline.net) is a suicide-prevention hotline available to United States military people (both active-duty and veterans), in suicidal crisis or emotional distress. The service is confidential, free and open 24 hours.
Trans Lifeline (http://www.translifeline.org/) is an American organization that provide crisis intervention and suicide prevention services to transgender and non-binary individuals. Trans Lifeline offers service throughout the United States and Canada.
HopeLine (http://www.hopeline-nc.org) is a suicide prevention and crisis intervention hotline that can be called or texted. They operate by using active listening to support and reflect through any kind of crisis, even if not suicide related. While they are based in Raleigh, NC, they serve the entire nation.
Georgia Crisis & Access Line (http://www.georgiacollaborative.com/gcal.html) is a 24/7 crisis line for the state of Georgia which connects callers to trained professionals. GCAL will assess the level of crisis and (if needed) send a mental health professional to where the person in crisis is located.
Other suicide crisis organizations (http://suicideprevention.wikia.com/wiki/USA).
There is other hotline for different countries in the list. Go to https://en.m.wikipedia.org/wiki/List_of_suicide_crisis_lines for more information of the suicide hotline from your own country.
Don't be afraid to call. If you need help. They will be willing to help you (it's not like I ever call them, but, well, try to talks to them).
Be safe, and thank you for reading.