"They know we exist and that we reside here...In a separate world from them. We have limitless power yet the way they live is so much more than we could ever have. I want that small light they create with love. I want a child." Even if it is impossible. "Fa I understand I want the same light, yet we do not have entire bodies, and the ashes of the stars we are made from is not a suitable catalyst to create a child with." We both have wanted our own light ever since we witnessed the birth of the first newborn. "I need not to be reminded of the bodily reasons! I want to know the true reason, we came into existence knowing we are The Absolute with one purpose, to watch over all of creation and the endless scale of creation afterwards..." It is painful to just idly watch life be brought into existence over and over again, as we stay within nothingness. "Why are we not allowed to bring our own light into our world?" Mo wrapped their existence around my entire body. "The two of us being here was made only possible by the Equilibrium, we can not become greedy. If the Equilibrium knows this is the perfect balance for us to live in, then we can not change it." I look around us as we desperately hold on to one another is this truly our forever? I can not erase these conflicting feelings of what we are supposed to be.