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Someone to Love

Part 1

Part 1

Jan 10, 2022

I never thought it would happen to me.

Not like that.

Not standing in the doorway of my own bedroom, staring at my husband tangled naked with another woman on the bed I had made only two hours earlier.

The new sheets were pale blue. I remembered choosing them because they looked clean and calm, the colour of a quiet sky after rain. Now they were twisted beneath Kelvin’s body and hers, stained with sweat, crushed beneath betrayal.

For a moment, I did not move.

Kelvin scrambled up first. His mouth opened and closed, but no sound reached me. The woman clutched the sheet to her chest, eyes wide, hair falling over one bare shoulder. I knew her. Taylor. One of Kelvin’s colleagues. Small, soft-looking, the kind of woman men liked to describe as fragile.

The room tilted.

Then I was eight years old again.

I was standing outside my parents’ bedroom, watching my mother scream as she dragged a naked woman from my father’s bed. My mother was wild with pain, kicking, punching, sobbing, while my father shouted at her to stop.

Then he slapped her.

The sound cracked through the room.

My mother froze. Red fingerprints bloomed across her cheek. My father stood in front of his lover, protecting her, hatred burning in his eyes as he looked at his wife.

That was the first time I understood that marriage could turn a person into a beggar. Begging for love. Begging for dignity. Begging not to be replaced.

I had shaken so hard that night my teeth hurt.

Now, twenty-seven years later, I was shaking again.

Kelvin took one step towards me.

“Mia, listen to me.”

I could not hear him properly. His voice was dull and far away, as though I were underwater. My eyes stayed fixed on the sheets.

The sheets I had washed. Folded. Smoothed with my hands.

Something inside me went very still.

I lifted my phone and took photos.

Kelvin’s face went white.

“Mia, please.”

The woman began to cry.

I lowered the phone and looked at my husband.

“Couldn’t you at least have gone to a hotel?”

My voice broke on the last word.

Kelvin reached for me.

I stepped back.

“I want a divorce.”

My mother reacted as if I had announced I was going to burn the house down.

“Are you mad?” she snapped. “Men have affairs. It is common. As long as you control the money, what else matters?”

I stared at her across the kitchen table.

“I’m not spending the rest of my life like you and Dad.”

Her face hardened.

“What was wrong with my life? He never left me.”

“He hated you,” I said. “Even when he was dying, he hated you.”

My mother flinched, but only for a second.

“At least I was his wife until the end.”

I almost laughed. There was nothing funny in it.

“I never expected romance from Kelvin,” I said. “I wasn’t dreaming of some fairy tale. I just wanted a stable family.”

“Stable?” Mum’s mouth twisted. “You’ve been a housewife for eight years. Do you have a job? Do you have savings? How exactly will you live after divorce?”

“I’ll get my money back,” I said.

The words came out before I knew I had made the decision. But once they were in the air, they became solid.

“I will divorce him. And I will get back everything that belongs to me.”

Kelvin confessed more easily than I expected.

At first, he blamed alcohol. One drunken night after a company dinner. A mistake. A moment of weakness.

Then the story changed.

He and Taylor had talked. They had understood each other. They had “fallen into something neither of them planned”. He said the word soulmate and I laughed so suddenly he stopped speaking.

Two years.

They had been together for almost two years.

They had eaten in my kitchen, sat on my couch, slept in my bed. My home had been their little borrowed paradise while I washed dishes, paid bills, and waited for a husband who was always “working late”.

I told him how the divorce would go.

“We have two properties, both mortgaged. Two cars. Three hundred thousand in savings. You can keep this house, the SUV, and those disgusting sheets. I’ll take the city condo, my car, and the savings.”

His eyes reddened.

“Mia, we don’t have to do this.”

“You should have thought of that before you brought her into our bed.”

He swallowed. “The money…”

Something in his tone made my skin tighten.

“What about the money?”

He looked down.

“I lent part of it to Taylor.”

My ears rang.

“How much?”

“Mia…”

“How much?”

“Two hundred thousand.”

For a few seconds, I could not breathe.

“That money was mostly my father’s insurance payout and my savings from before I married you.”

“I know.”

“You gave my money to your mistress?”

“She was in a very hard situation,” he said quickly. “Her life hasn’t been easy. She was desperate.”

I stared at him.

He kept talking, because cowards often mistake words for courage.

“She’s vulnerable, Mia. She needs someone. You’re different. You’re strong. Independent. You’ve always been capable. Sometimes I felt like you didn’t need me at all.”

It was strange, the things that killed love.

Not the naked bodies. Not the lies. Not even the money.

It was hearing my husband explain that he had betrayed me because I had been too strong to deserve protection.

I walked out before I could throw something at him.

 

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