It was a silence day in beach city. Steven was acting really weird and the gems we’re worried about him. After breaking some things, giving life to some plants and running away from the diamonds, Steven went to the bathroom and locked the door. The gems ran after him. 

Pearl: Steven! Steven, what is happening to you? 

Steven didn’t answer. 

Pearl: Steven? 

she repeated. 

Steven: Please, go away… 

Steven answered. The gems were really worried about him, and they were not going to leave. 

Garnet: No. We know something happens to you, Steven. We just want to help you.

The room was in silence for a moment. Amathyst: Steven?.

The gems wait since Steven speaked again. 

Steven: Im fine, really. I… I just need some time alone…

Pearl: But Steven- 

Steven: Please. 

he interrumped. The gems leaved Steven alone for a while.

Inside the bathroom, everything was in calm. Steven was sitting in front of the door thinking about what did he made. 

Steven: Why am I acting like this? I am Steven Universe… I am who started the era three… I am who saved the earth… I am the one who heals people… I am the one who fixes everything! 

Steven turned pink. 

Steven: Then… Why can’t I fix myself!? What’s wrong with me!? Everything I do is make everything worst! I destroyed Little homeworld, I hurt Volleyball and I even Shattered Jasper! Im… IM A MONSTER!