So... I really don't know where to start with this or how I want to begin. If you read my comics, this isn't going to be the same humor you see. You'll learn more about my life and where I began. I will try to stay away from personal details like where I live or my name. Sry guys, my real name will remain anonymous. I might reveal it later in my lifetime, but I would like to remain unseen from society. Even if you do learn my name, you won't find it on the internet. I never posted a picture of me in my life online. The name "Taz" has always been a personal name for me. I don't get called it much outside of the screen, but online, I'm Taz D. Gamer. The name came around when I was very young. My nickname is "Taz" gave by my mother because I would cry literally ALL THE TIME. I don't live with my mom anymore and my dad is in the military. He's a first Sargent in the US Army. I respect him in a way, but also kinda have a little hate for him. He told me he killed a few people, which made me think, "MLK, who did many good things never killed anyone, never got to live as long as my dad (40ish). Why does a good man die for his good deeds yet many soldiers kill many people and yet they are honored and lives long." Dad, if you are reading this, I still love you. But I just wish you did something else with your life. Well... anyway, back to where the name came from. I grew to have anger issues and later diagnosed with autism. My autism is very low, yet it's still there. I look like a normal kid, I talk like a normal kid (except with a little higher voice), but I don't act like one. At times, I could be my age or even more mature, but then other times I would be like an 8-year-old or younger. So when I was 10, I signed up for Webkinz since I wasn't allowed to play Club Penguin (and I kinda regret it). I made an account with a Polar Bear which I named "Chill Pill". When I needed a Username, Grandma (or Mom, I will refer my Gmom as Mom since she is like my mom in a way. I'm not close to my real mom so I will talk about that story later) types in a username that changes my online life forever, tazd10. This works for my account and I played Webkinz as tazd10 for a few years. When it came time for my first (and current) email, I was stuck again. Then I remembered my Webkinz account and changed one thing about it, tazd100. This is so people don't think I'm 10 years old. Then the name evolved over time, first I was just Tazd Gamez, then I was Tazd Gamer, then The Tazd Gamer to today's The TazD Gamer. I am thinking of no schedule for this series, just whenever I feel like it. Most likely every day since I always have something to say. I might even add more than one episode a day if I want to. There is a lot in my life and I have a feeling people will take advantage of my blog and use it against me. Honestly, I don't care. I hold this stuff in and it's not helping me. Sometimes, we all just need to vent. Please, for the first time I've ever said this, don't comment below. I don't expect many to read this, but just as a favor, I just can't deal with haterade right now. Depression and Anxiety are already built up in me and I just want to vent it. If you are ever offended by what I say, I don't really care and just leave. This is my little space to talk and you don't need to be in it. Thanks to all who understands and I will write more later.
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