"Hikaru, are you listening?"- The teacher is talking, I can move my arms, must be a side effect of the meds.

"Yes"- That's all I could mutter before falling asleep.

"Incredible, not again!"- The teacher is screaming at me, I can only hear her screams before falling asleep. I can't help things like these, I want knowledge, I want to know everything that there is but I can't do much now

I am Hikaru and I have paranoid schizophrenia, my daily life is hell.

The bell that announced the break woke me up from my slumber. I gone at my locker and looked at it. I need to take another dose.

"Are you sure about all of that?"- I can see a person, someone from the school staff standing there

"Why would you care?"- I looked at them in contempt. I always put up a front to deceive people and not let them cacth on to what is happening

"I do care."- The man put me down on the floor and began to strangle me, what the hell!

I managed to punch him off me.

I can hear whispers from all over, what is happening? Am I hallucinating again?

I look behind me to see Hana, my deskmate

"Looks like I have to move the date, and the date is now"

"Hikaru, are you ok, date of what?"- Hana, my deskamate, she knows my situation better than anyone. She looked at me with concern

"No, everything is not ok. I just want out. I have been planing this for a while. They are getting out of control. I hallucinated someone strangling me. I can't let my mind deteriorate at this rate"- I ran away from Hana, I ran to the rooftop.

The rooftop, it isn't closed off yet, we had a few students commit suicide a few years ago, a suicide takes place here every year and it looks like I am going to be the next lucky person in that line, I had planned this for months, it's not my first trying, all of my other 4 attempts Hana saved, I ended in an hospital and a psychiatric ward every time for a few weeks or months at a time. A fall from a great height should do it this time, I am sure. I don't want to drag anyone else into this, I am afraid Hana will do something stupid like follow me. She is deskmate but we grew up like we were siblings, her parents were good friends with mine and let her stay at our place often.

"Hikaru, stop!"- Hana is running towards me, but I am faster than her

I climbed over the fence and plunged down and closed my eyes.

"Don't. This is the 5th time. Isn't there anything that can be done"- Hana caught me as I was about to plunge down, I saw my own hand holding onto hers, was I scared? No, get a grip on yourself Hikaru and let go. 

"No, I am afraid not. Trust me I tried everything"- I let go of her hand she leaned in more to catch me but she slipped and 2 of fell to our deaths

It took us a few minutes to die but it happened in the end, the momentary anguish we felt will be nothing, everything faded to black. My last thought on this, well I dragged Hana onto this, I hope she survives, she is a person who genuinely likes life, well, I guess it won't matter if she is dead, we will both be corpses, can't do or feel anything.......

!Notice: Preparing body for reincarnation.Complete!

I look around me to see an empty void, why can I still see, is it one of those visions before death?

"Welcome you 2. I am sorry for the fate that you 2 suffered"- I can hear a gentle voice speaking. What does she mean by you 2, Hana died as well?

"Hikaru, what in the hell were you thinking on that roof, throwing yourself off!"- I can hear Hana's voice near me, looking to my left she is there.

"Just give me a break, I am tired of everything in life. I don't want to live anymore, I genuinely wanted to die that's why I threw myself off the roof. It's not your fault."- I stood up in this void like dimension.

"Don't worry you 2. I forgot to mention that your whole class was summoned to another world alongside you 2. Well it's special since you 2 are reincarnations, you will have a random race and 2 skills of your choosing, then 3 random skill, 1 of them is a guarantee to be a primordial tier skill"- So we really are going to another world, fuck! I didn't kill myself just to get to live again!

"Thank you for another chance at life, whoever might you be"- Wait, Hana is thanking them?

Everything turned white and now we are in a palace

#Primordial Skills gained: Lord of Wisdom Sia, The Lord of Deceit and Lies Lucifer#

#Skills gained: Shadow Magic: Shadow Hand; Shadow Magic: Shadow Tendril; Ice Magic: Ice Master#

It's as the goddess said, we gained a few new skills, but where did the 2 primordial skills came from, weren't we supposed to choose them skills?

!Negative Hikaru, these skills represent your desires. I was born from your desire to know everything that there is to know ans I know everything that there is to know. The Lord of Deceit and Lies Lucifer skill came from your constant deceit of other people from your real problem and condition!

So this is Sia Lord of Wisdom, so it's like a best friend that is 24/7 in my head

I checked my status to see everythig about me.

*Status: Reincarnated

Race: Shadow-Ice Demon

Evolution: Lesser Demon

Next Evolution: Demon

Evolution Line(Granted by Lord Sia): Lesser Demon-Demon(20)-Greater Demon(40)-Arch Demon(60)-Demon Peer(80)-Devil(100)-Arch Devil(150)-Devil Peer(200)-Devil Lord(Demon Lord Evolution via the Demon Lord Seed while reaching the last evolution step)

Evolution Requirements: Reach Level 20

Skills: Shadow Hand, Shadow Tendril, Ice Magic Mastery, Lord Of Wisdom Sia, Lord of Deceit and Lies Lucifer

Items: Ice Sword, Shadow Sword

Class: Shadow Mage

Level: 1

Hp: 1500

Attack: 30

Defense: 40

Agility: 60

Mana: 6000

Intelligence: Lord of Wisdom Sia

Disguise: Lord of Deceit and Lies Lucifer*

I looked to my left to see Hana, she is looking differently, she has 2 small horns on her head now, she is looking at her status.

"Sia, appraisal"

*Status: Reincarnated

Race: Orc

Evolution: Orc

Next Evolution: Greater Orc

Evolution Line(Granted by Lord Sia): Orc-Greater Orc(15)-Arch Orc(30)-Orc Lord(45)-Ogre(90)-Greater Ogre(120)-Arch Ogre(160)-Ogre Lord(200)-Kijin(220)-Greater Kijin(240)-Oni(300)-Greater Oni(340)-Oni Lord(380)- Divine Oni/Cursed Oni/Yin-Yang Oni(Demon Lord Evolution via the Demon Lord Seed while reaching the last evolution step. Divine or cursed Oni evolution depends on which skill they obtain, if they obtain Holy Light they will evolve in an Divine Oni, if they obtain Cursed Flames skill they will evolve into a Cursed Oni, if they have both skill they will evolve into an Ying-Yang Oni)

Evolution Requirements: Reach Level 15

Skills: Flame Burst, Shadow Movement, Great Sage, Lord of Beauty Aphrodite, Lord of Compassion Afriel

Items: Flame grenades.

Class: Mage

Level: 1

Hp: 2000

Attack: 25

Defense: 60

Agility: 40

Mana: 1500

Intelligence: 100*

Looka like she has a lot of evolution lines, more than I do in fact.

"Where the hell are we? Looks like another world"- Hana seems scared and excited at the same time.

"Well, looks like it."- I look around me to see my classmates look at us weird

!They are concerned about you 2 and the way the 2 of you look. The way you 2 look is abnormal to them since their race is all human and you are the only ones who are monsters in this whole place!

"What happened to you 2?"- One of the class's top students asked us

"Well, we don't really know tol much, we are just as clueless as you are"

I use appraisal on the top student, he is a Hero class, strange, his status is stated as 'Transfer'. Both me and Hana are Mages but almost everyone in my class is either a Hero or Sage.

!Demons or other monsters can't have the Hero status, the only equivalent will be the Demon Lord evolution for every race!

"Welcome Heroes. We summoned you to the country of Wieka. You will have an audience with the king at once! "- A old man spoke to us and is guiding us to a large room where supposedly a king resides in.

The audience with the king has gone well with everyone but us

"You dare to summon wreched monsters such as an Orc and Demon here?"- How can he figure it out?

!You have a blue and a black horn growing from your forehead so it's very noticable. And Hana's horns are visible as well. Your skin color as a demon is also different, you have a darker skin tone!

"But sire, we can be useful to your country as well!"- Hana tried to convience the king.

"Silence, you insolent wench! Monsters have no rights in a country such as this, be gone at once. I decided tocspare your miserble lives so go now until I call the guard to kill the 2 of you"- Fucking bastard. I swear I am going to kill him

I already have information about most of my skills and what they do

"Let's go Hana. We will leave this place and return as Demon lords and kill this bastrad once we are strong enough"- I grabbed Hana's hand and dragged her out of the castle. Our appearance is still human so I don't see why the king will discriminated against us for just having monster features, what a bastard he is!

We ran into a forest near the palace.

"What are we going to do now Hikaru? We are alone in a world we don't know too much about."- Hana started to cry.

"Don't worry, I have a Primordial skill that grants me all knowledge of this world. First we need to raise our level through battle, we have to find some weak monsters to use our skills on and then if you level up to level 15 and I level up to level 20 we will both evolve."

"Is it true?"- She looked at me with renewed hope. I am glad that I have Sia, I would have been bawling my eyes out like Hana if this would have happened.

"Yes. We need to be careful tho. We are still level 1 and monster might be even higher level than what we currently are."- I can hewr shuffling near us, this is no good, monsters might be attacking us already

*Use skills: Shadow Hand, Shadow Tendril*

I know these skills can help me, the information about shadow magic was transferred to my head the moment I had learned this skill, the magic itself is invisible to everyone but the caster or to a person that has the high-level Shadow Sense skill.

As expected a wolf jumped us. I quickly impaled it with my shadow Tendrils to impale and kill it

$Gained 100exp$

!You and Hana had reached level 2!

!Answer: Since the 2 of you are nearby you received equal amounts of exp points, plus you already form a party from the moment you exited the castle.!

Sia answered my question even before asking it.

"Thanks"- I thanked them in my mind.

"See, there is nothing to worry about, once we get to evolve once we will be stronger. Hana, please, you will have to fight as well in this battle against the king. If we are treated like this, then they surely won't treat other people well."- I helped Hana to stand up.

"Well, you are right Hikaru. We need to do something about this as soon as possible"- Me ams Hana wondered deeper in the forest.

At night:

It's night we stopped and I gathered some sticks and dead wood.

Hana ignited the wood with her fire magic. At least this will keep us warm.

"I am standing first guard, after a few hours it will be my turn to rest, we have a long journey ahead of us"

Deep in the night we were attacked by some wolves, I defeated them and gathered some meat from them. I cooked it over thr fire after Sia gave me the go to about eating the meat.

"What happened?"- Hana woke up for her guard shift, or the smell of mear woke her up.

"Well, some wolves tried to attack me so I dealt with them. I analyzed the meat and it's ok to eat for us. Monsters are immune to diseases that humans suffer from so we can eat infected meat all we want. Half is for you"- The 2 of ate the wolf meat that I cooked, well mostly roasted, it didn't taste good or anything but at least it was something.

1 weel later:

1 week of surviving off of roasted wolf meat, plants and river water we found a small abandoned hut. We were well enough rested and I am almost level 20 and Hana is almost level 15. I discovered from Sia that Demons gain exp faster than any other monster and have less evolutions but Orcs and their evolutions gain exp slower but they can evolve more times than most monsters.

"Look there Hiraku. We can finally have a proper rest"- Hana ran in the direction of the hut but I stopped her in time

"It might be a trap for all that we know. We must not hurry in there."- I use my shadow tendrils to enter the house and trigger any magic traps that there will be.

"Ok, it's safe to enter Hana"- I entered first into the house to check again, I have higher Defense than Hana so I should be ok with a few hits.

The house seems to be furnished and good for 2 people, the bed looks worse than I imagined, we can patch it up with a few wolf skins that we gathered this week.

"Looks lile we can fix this place up with a few wolf pelts"- Hana entered the house, she looked around and began cleaning, I helped her out, it took us an entire day to clean everything, we still had leftover meat and we ate that and fell asleep

The next day:

We woke up early in the morning, I started by gatherinf some herbs from around the house, we ran out of meat. I had gone hunting I found some a male deer, good that should so it with our food situation.

I used my shadow hand to pierce into the deer and stop it's heart little by little, making it faint and killing it when it got unconscious. I didn't even intend to live like this or live in the first place.

I gutted the deer with my shadow tendrils and broth the meat back to Hana. I used some of the herbs we had been eating as seasoning, also foraged for some wild vegetables, it was a hassle but finally found some. The house had a stove and some pan that we used to cook the meat, no oil tho and so we used water, the meat was more boiled than fried but i guess it would have been worse with no food at all.

What else will life bring us. I fell like this week I didn't even have time to take a break, everything so fast I can't even remember one thing, but the one thing that I observed is that I was cured of my condition in this world.