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The Burdens We Hide

Prologue

Prologue

Nov 09, 2020

The trip down memory lane cost him. Lost in his thoughts, Chushi met slight resistance back in the physical world, and stumbled. Before he could fall completely, an icy hand grabbed his wrist, saving him from the ground but sparing none of his mortification. Embarrassment welled up inside his stomach as he dusted his jeans off. “Sorry.”

There was no one else out here this early in the morning, so he knew who stood before him. They had never been this close before, and Chushi knew that meeting Aoto’s eyes would reduce him to a stuttering mess. He took a step to move past him, but that cold hand gripped him tighter. “What was that?”

“I-I said s-sorry.” Chūshi was by no means small or weak, but something about Aoto’s grip weakened him. He cleared his throat, still boring holes into Aoto’s black tennis shoes with his gaze. “Won’t happen again. So, uh, l-let me go?”

The air, already still, froze. Almost as if Aoto’s black hole rippled and expanded until only the two of them remained. “How can I let you go when you sound unsure of it yourself?”

How can you sound so lifeless and yet so… 

Chūshi didn’t know what to do. He was being laughed at, even though he knew if he looked at Aoto’s face, it’d be as flat as his tone. One thing Chūshi couldn’t stand: being laughed at. Remembering his pride, strength returned to him and he jerked his arm away, finally looking up.

Bottomless pools tempted him behind square glasses, looming larger due to the slight magnification. Chūshi felt his resolve shake, but somehow could tell that his stunned reaction was a cause for Aoto to laugh harder. His expression remained the same though as he waited for Chūshi to respond. Chūshi’s admiration and fascination for Aoto warred with the side of him that wanted to make this geek’s ears burn with shame. 

Finally, he said, “Your hands are cold as ice dude, guess the rumors about you being a frigid bitch are true.” 

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Riza Masuyama

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So it's finally (almost) here!

My first official project, 'The Burdens We Hide' has been MONTHS in the workings and I cannot thank my artist and editors enough! These are also my first OCs in *years* so while I'm stoked to share them, I'm also a little scared so please be kind to me and my babies XD (For context I started working on Chūshi and Aoto's *long* before my OCs in my kinktober stories, which if you haven't read, please check them out!)

If you want to see Chūshi and Aoto’s full character sheets, AND read all the decidedly NOT PG versions the chapters , subscribe to my Patreon page starting at $3 USD/month♡
(linked on my profile and below) And yes, some of the artwork will be *spicy* ;) It will be done by the artist who did the book cover, neptu (https://twitter.com/neptuneartyk?s=20), so please look forward to those!

Thanks again to all the support and I hope that y'all will love these two young men as much as I do <3

REMEMBER: when reading this novel to please turn off ad-blocker so that I may get that sweet ad revenue!

If you can't make a monthly pledge at this time, consider lobbing some ink for my 40,000 ink goal *or* buying me a coffee or two on Ko-fi to help me pay for the writing tool Grammarly.

Stay squishy,
Riza ❈
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Website: fujoshitings.com
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AliKatMeow
AliKatMeow

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Great first chapter. I really loved that ending line too. It was so harsh.

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Chūshi Oshiba’s life may seem easy on the outside, but in reality his father’s word is absolute law. Which is how he finds himself moving across the globe in the middle of second year of university. His initial dread morphs into quiet optimism when he catches sight of the infamous Aoto.

Aoto Hoshino’s learned to take a lot of things in his life. From his parents, his classmates, pushy men. Nothing can phase him at this point. That is, until he finally catches his morning “stalker” in the act. The foreigner turns out to be the one thing that can help Aoto pass his classes to reach his dream and get out of town, much to his annoyance.

It seems these two young men have no chance of getting along despite the attraction they both feel. That is until Aoto catches Chūshi, his new tutor, in a… compromising position. Will these two realize they have more in common? Or will their secrets and the things they hide from each other drive them apart?

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Cover Art: @neptuneartyk
Editor: Pseu
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