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The Last Song/ BL

Inside the mindset

Inside the mindset

Jul 28, 2021

I shut down myself in the room as the cage inside my opens, releasing the rampaging beasts and monsters each fighting for dominance to set my identity.
Who am I today? What will I be?
Will I be able to smile normally with all these sounds oppressing me? Or will be identified as an abnormal and be out-casted?

Whatever is it, all I want is to get through another day even if it takes handing my souls to these demons.

Cause after all the definition of abnormality of this society is just one of it's another twisted reality.

           -Nagomi

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A ray of light peeked inside
But it was far from reach, I couldn't touch it
Scared of it's warmth, I held back myself
But I was only a human, my curiosity drew me towards it......

It was cold, it was sad
Nonethless, it was something I craved for
Scared that it might go out, I kept the curtains if my heart open
Just like that slowly but surely, the coldness was melting for me.
As it held onto me....
                        -Haruto

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A special place only for me
With my only special one
Helding hands as we sat
Staring at each others eyes
As we make our own paradise

Slowly we grew up
And so did our ideals
I realised the paradise we had
Was as fragile as a delicate glass
Trampled and shattered as we stepped
Onto the world full of regrets

Sometimes it left me wondered
Were we always this weak?
Or was this what the situation made us
Broken and rebuilt over and over again
Until nothing other than those memories were left
Still I search for you, holding on those treasures
Cause you are the one who I call my 'last paradise'.
    -Aito

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His hair as red as flames
Rivaling the one burning inside me
As I saw those crimson eyes
So ethereal yet so lonely
Flickering, prepared to blow out any moment

Scared to loose the only spark
You built those walls
Only the one allowed to see the light
Was you and me

I too got caught up in those flames
Seeking for every bit of its warmth
As diamonds fell down those crimson eyes
I swore to held you close
Even if the spark was long gone
I clung onto you being your only flame....
                                 -Itsuki
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This chapter is a short monologue written by me to shine the light upon each characters mentality and personas.

#boyslove #boyxboy #monologue #Angst #drama #romance #Idolxmanager #idolxfan #Love_at_first_song

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