The tree branch cracked against the window continuously. The wind had taken upon itself to create disturbances. Once it was someone’s bucket falling over then the cats fighting and now the tree branch. It’s not like I hate the tree but if it stopped knocking on the window like a witch, I would be more than grateful. The bed is soft and I couldn’t sink into the pillow any further yet I just keep tossing and turning. Enzo cuddled tightly against his blanket. Nigel spread across his whole bed. His blanket barely covered his limbs. It was rare to see his blanket on him. The rest of the time it's on the ground the moment he sleeps. I popped in my earbuds and laid with my feet hanging on the side of the bed. My toes grazed the carton box. Brown eyes by re6es started to play on my phone. The sweet melody of the guitar made me close my eyes. Every word of the lyric tinged at my heart. Before I knew it, I reached for my black notebook on the bedside table. Stickers pasted on the black leather. I don’t remember the last time I opened it. Though, I kept it close to my sight. Lyrics scribbled all over the pages with doodles lining the sides. Some were mine and some were from the songs I listened to. Any quote I liked made its way on the pages. My hands stopped at the song Can I call you tonight? A smile came over my face as I saw the 66 times with exclamation marks scribbled over the heading. Something had gotten into me that day and I listened to it 66 times. I turn the page over and a photo slips out. Little me smiles back as I hold a stick with a worm on its end. My teeth had fallen out from the middle showing a black void. On the left, Nigel is slightly blurred as he had jumped for the photo. In the middle, Oliver posed with the v sign up, leaning more into me as he avoided Nigel crashing into him. His hat turned backwards on his head. A pit formed in my stomach.

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