"Sometime I wish, that I  just could disappear"

Into an empty space just for myself.Without anyone or anything.Just me, I and myself.I don't need anything else...

Time-to-time I feel like I have to show THEM. "Hey there. I'm happy!" Pretend that I think of them as friends.They could say: " Why are you cutting us out?" But well to tell you something...I did NEVER let anyone in,  in the first place.Its just  sweet sweet lies.

RELATIONSHIP BUILT UP OF LITTLE SWEET LIES~