I lived in an amazing, peaceful world, some might call it utopian. so... why am I here?

Everything was so beautiful. Birds with exotic feathers sang lovely songs of merriment in the green trees above. the sweet scent of flowers and freshly baked brownies filled the air while the warm sun shined on the faces of people who liked to come out and have some fun or just relax.

I was playing outside with my younger siblings the week after I graduated college before my family lost me. I always knew I would die someday but I hadn't expected to die this late, I thought I wouldn't have been able to make it through high school.

It's not like I wanted to die but I just thought my situation wouldn't allow me to live as long as I did. You see, I had cancer and I knew this ever since I was old enough to understand. yes, I know, I lived in a paradise but there are always at least a few minor faults in a paradise, in this case, I was one of them.

While playing with my younger siblings, I fainted. when I woke up I was in my bed with my family standing at the edges and foot of my bed, sobbing. I looked around at them their eyes glistening with tears. I noticed my best bud weeping near my waist. I put my hand on his head and said "goodbye, Sebastian." he burst out crying and hugged me. and said goodbye to me too. Then I looked at all of my family and said "goodbye" for the last time.

Or so I thought...