THIS is what I hate about my crush!

When I find out they have girlfriend already, or they have someone they cherish, I want to uncrush them right away.

You know? I don't want to hope for nothing.

"Hey, girl, move your ass! Let's go!" My friend Jenny yelled at me. She has been my classmate since college– and best friend.

"Nah, I don't want to anymore. He has a girlfriend." I didn't feel like moving and she looked at me as if I was joking.

"Come on, Honey? When did you give up like that just because he has a girlfriend?" She asked bluntly.

I sighed. "When I find out that my prospect has a girlfriend." I answered with a frowned eyebrows.

"Gosh! Come on and you still have a check up!"

"Alas! Don't pull my clothes!"

"You really won't be noticed! Look at what you're wearing?!" Jenny looked at me from head to toe.

What the–

"Oh, it's cool?" I'm referring to the black skinny jeans I'm wearing, and a medium-sized t-shirt top. I'm also wearing a black hat. Add my converse rubber shoes.

"It's fine, but you're obviously wrapped up!"

"Do you want me to undress? Yuck!" She click her tongue as if I have no hope.

"That's not what I meant! Hey, let's go!"

"Wait-" She grabbed my arms and stood me up from my bed.

"WHAT'S UP, HONEY?!" She's mad.

"I just want to make it clear that I'm going to the follow up because it's necessary, okay? Not because of him! Not because I have a crush on him! Okay?" I warned her because she might tease me non-stop.

"Are you talking to me? Or, yourself?"

"Of course you are!" I yelled at her because, why should I tell myself? Well, we have a mutual understanding of this.

"Ahh! So, you're not allowed to feel butterflies later, huh? Nor, be jealous!" Jenny laugh finally as she was leaving our apartment.

Hey! When did I get jealous?!

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We are now in line for my check up. And it's annoying because I've never seen him–oh, God.

Good thing I don't see him. And as far as I could, I don't want to see him.

"Hey, Honey. Those people there haven't been called by the nurse yet, but they're here already." Jenny pointed the crowd and  was fed up with seeing so many people crowding the hallway. There are elderly and patients in wheelchair.

"Nevermind. Rather than making it difficult for them to go up and down."

Because, if it were me, I might do the same. But getting up and down is bothersome.

"Can't they do something about that, right?"

"Why are you so tense? Did you have anywhere to go? Any plans?" I asked. She keeps wriggling like a worm beside me.

"No, but I'm already hot with pomp!"

"Just wait. Once I'm called, we can leave easily."

"I hope so." She pouted. "How about you? You're going somewhere?

"Me? Where?"