What does it feel like to live in a messy world? The world is mysterious, isn't it? The rhythm of nature .... you cannot stop it. Since ancient times, people were aware that everything must come and go - as if it has to go through again and again in a circle. Rebirth and Death. Creation and Destruction. Orders and Chaos. You cannot stop it, no you really can't. It is good to live in a good time, but what if a bad time comes? 

And there are people saying that nothing lasts forever. It sounds scary, yet relieving at once. It is just a mere phrase, mere fact until you finally experience the situation that reflects the quote shall you realize how deep it hits. You think you have more time and that you would only experience happiness, hence you take every moment for granted until it is gone. You think your life sucks and there's no hope, but life plays a strange game and then you find yourself winning a jackpot on a random Thursday. 

Happiness and sadness are like twin sisters that come to visit you in your whole life. They come to teach you to be grateful for what you have. Without suffering, life is meaningless and if forever exists, you wouldn't appreciate every moment anyway.  Everything happens for a reason. You are born to either find your own reason or to create one. 

There are also people worrying about sadness. I get it, even me … even you…. You do not wish any sadness in your life, hence you wish you could be happy forever. But that wish would be impossible. Perhaps you should wish for strength, a positive mindset so that you can go through any unfavorable situations and rise up again since bad things are always inevitable. However, you may ask .. does it mean being born equal to suffering? Well, I guess it may be true, but it would be so pessimistic to think that way. 

This world is beautiful … but it is not for everyone. There is nothing else you can do, for nature has already decided. You can only control your actions and thoughts and I know .. it is hard because you don’t live alone here. There are other people. Some people are born with cruelty, some are born with kindness and the fight seems to never stop. 

“But sister ha, I am so worried. Living creatures are so beautiful. They are capable of hatred but they are also capable of loving. I don’t want them to go extinct. I do not want love and humanity to fade away… what should I do? What should we do, sister?” 

“I do not sister. I know ….  They have their own lives, willpower, … I do not know, I am not in a position to control the outcome. But sister, there is one thing that is certain. Peace exists when there is balance. We can’t eliminate all bad, nor should we only keep the good. We must balance..”  

“But how? How is it possible? The world we are living in is a mystery. There are other realms that we aren’t aware of yet..” 

“I don’t know sister. Let us figure it out together, shall we? Until then …… whatever happens, we can rest peacefully because we have tried our best.”