Ben POV

Everyone say If u have money and beauty u purchased everything and u have everything but if u see is to my eyes if u have money and beauty u actually have everything but u have to pay a big cost yes I am talking about "FREEDOM" which I never have my mom and dad die when I am 1 day old and on that day my big brother take me to his cared ,he love me like a mother and also strick like a father.So when mom and dad die brother fixed my marriage to a future leader of XO-gang it's one of the biggest gang in the world and my future husband is 2 year older than me,yes husband I am not actual gay I think I Dont know about my sexuality because I never dated one ,because I am future wife of XO-gang leader so I am not allow to talk,not allow to make a friends, not allow to join any social networking site,hell even I am not allow to have my own personal phone when my so called future husband want to talk to me my assistant give phone to me,yes I have an assistant his name is posh and he is my future husband informer ,if I say he is dam possessive it is understatement because he is I am not allow to go anywhere without his permission, some time I fell like I am prisoner and my brother never say anything about that because

1:- he work for his father and

2:-it's not safe for me to go anywhere

He loves me I know but his love is not love its like a possession

But I have to talk to him for my higher studies I want to become a doctor it's my mother dream that one her child become a doctor brother tell me about this ,so I have to talk to him .

"Mmmm pos" I say

"Yes queen" pos answer(oh I didn't tell u guys his all friends and mans is call me queen because he is king)

"I wanted to talk to brother,can u please inform him" I request (yes I am not allow to go outside my room ,ufff my future husband is Crepy)

"Yes my queen please wait"posh go and say to jack to see me(and yes jack is posh boyfriend )

1hour later

" my queen your brother is coming"posh say

"Thanks posh"

"Doll" my brother came(he always call me doll because he say I am looks like one)

"P" I go and hug him tightly I know my brother is strict but he loves me more than anything

"What is it doll are u OK" he ask

"P I want something can u help me" I ask and give him my puppy eyes

"Doll i give u anything as much it is my hand because u know na every decision related to your life is not my hand"

" I know p but can u please help me"

"Ok tell me what do u want"

"P I"

"Yes"

"I want to become a doctor "

"U WHAT"

I Fitch when he scream post and jack see me with a wide eyes and posh take his phone and go outside the room,oh no he is going to tell him.

"P p-plea"

"SHUTUP BEN BAMAREE" he scream again

"But p it's my dream" I say and Star sobbing

"WHO GIVE U PERMISSION TO SEE THE DREAMS I DON'T HAVE PERMISSION TO TOUCH U ,IF I HAVE I SLAP U,YOUR ONLY DREAM IS BECOME A WIFE AND love YOUR HUSBAND"

How can he say anything about that I never ask anything to him to my that fucking husband and when I want he doesn't want me to give

"U ARE NOT ALLOW TO CALL ME SOME STUPID REASON ON NOW DO U UNDERSTAND"

"y-yes p"

"Great" he kiss my forehead and leave the room

And  i just sit in the bed and start sobbing what I can do except that I am not allow to anything which any normal person do I am a fucking doll who is only for please some fucking future leader

"My queen ,king wants to talk to u" posh back to my room and hand me a phone great now I am dead

"H-hello"

"Hello my beautiful future wife how are u my baby ben"

"I am fine"

"FINE WHAT" I Fitch

"I am fine s-sam honey"

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Well love is creepy it is int 😍and who doesn't like creepy Sam and his possessiveness towards his ben I really like 😘

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