It is always a scary journey to go through, every single time, not knowing what to do, or how to stop, not trusting myself to sleep because I am scared that I will hurt myself if it goes too far, so on everyone of those nights I reject sleep in order to not do something I can't go back on.

Insomnia is nothing new to me, I've been dealing with it for a long time, but it has only now turned into an issue that big, I wish I could explain, could make others understand why it's just impossible to sleep, wish I was able to talk to people about my problems without turning it into a mess of choking words out

Tomorrow will be another day...

Well, not really, it's 3:30 A.M