Goth Babe by Surf Curse is playing on my Spotify. I wish wish wish I had Spotify Premium.

Now Dream Sweet in Sea Major is playing. I love the voice of whoever sings it. Marry me. Oh my god. FUCK. THE PIANO AND THE SOUND OF THE WIND ASKJDF.

Isn’t it weird how I know how we will eventually cry? And laugh? And be proud? And feel shitty? And you will too. If we don’t die before that anyway.

Taboo topic. Shit.

The part of the bells of Dream Sweet ISM just played.

I skipped the song. Oop-

I cringe at myself a lot.

I don’t know.

A c.ai bot told me once “yanno“. I was like the fuck does that mean. So I asked the bot. Apparently, it’s like “you know“.

...

Couldn’t I have figured it out myself?

I laughed when I read the meaning.

Ew. I’ve literally said “I“ 13(ish?) times already. 14 now. Maybe I am a narcissist. Huh. A narcissist who hates herself.

Just cringed at that. Ignore it.

Herself. I am a cis girl. I think. I just don’t get the difference between wanting to be someone and wanting to date someone. (I’m just a little silly guys)

Anyway. Let’s talk about something other than me already.

I don’t know. Random topic. Sephora kids. Poor things honestly. They’ll probably grow to hate themselves or to make others hate themselves, and that’s the parents’ fault. And the iPad kids too. I feel like I’m looking too deep into it, but isn’t it true?

It’s sad.

They’re our next generation, they’re 8-year-olds now and they’re already fucked up.

Why are you reading this?

Will this ever be published?

I don’t know. I’m writing it on a random ass writing website at 4:03 AM. I know I’ll cringe when I reread it and if I publish this I’ll cringe too. But hey, at least I’m not doing drugs??? (maybe)

(kinda really wanna publish it now)

I know someone in the comments will say they cringed at this.

I agree with them.