The man arrived on a Tuesday, which Seralyn had always considered an undignified day. It felt appropriate somehow. She was not sure this was a rational position. She found she did not particularly care.
She watched him from the eastern gallery, standing back from the stone balustrade far enough that the angle of the morning light would render her invisible to anyone in the courtyard below. It was a position she had used many times over the years — for state visits, for diplomatic arrivals, for the occasional domestic spectacle that the Solathis produced with the reliable frequency of a working mill — and she had never once had to justify it to herself before now. She was not going to start today. She was simply standing in a gallery. It was her gallery. She stood where she liked.
There were twelve riders in his party. She counted them twice, because the first count felt insufficient and she had nothing else to do with her hands, and then she counted them a third time because the second count had been distracted and therefore unreliable. Twelve. Three supply wagons. A military escort of perhaps twenty that had broken away at the outer gate and would be quartered in the garrison. This was the correct protocol. It told her his people had been well prepared. Whether that reflected on him or merely on whoever had prepared them, she could not yet say.
She noted this. She noted that she was noting it. She noted that she was standing in a gallery counting his riders like a woman preparing a military report on a man she was to marry, and that this was perhaps not the most productive use of a Tuesday morning, and that she was going to keep doing it anyway.
He was easy to identify. He rode at the front — not ahead of his party in the manner of men who require the world to acknowledge their precedence, but simply at the front, which was a different thing. She knew it was a different thing. She was also aware that she was looking for differences, that she had been constructing a taxonomy of small observations since the moment the outriders appeared at the palace gate, and that the purpose of this taxonomy was not analysis so much as the maintenance of a particular distance. If she could keep him a subject of study, she could keep him at arm's length. This was a strategy with a finite lifespan, and she was getting the most out of it while it lasted.
He sat a horse the way soldiers did: not elegantly, but correctly, with the settled weight of long practice. Broad-shouldered. Dark-haired. The distance was too great and the morning light too flat for her to read his face with any confidence, which was a problem she had not anticipated and could not solve from this position and was finding disproportionately frustrating given that reading faces was one of the things she was reasonably good at and she had been looking forward, in a grim and joyless way, to having something to actually evaluate.
He dismounted when the groom reached him — not waiting to be helped down, not making a performance of independence, simply getting off the horse when the moment was correct to do so. He said something to the groom. Brief. The groom nodded. Then Cassius Halor stood in the courtyard of the Solathis for the first time and looked up at the palace, and Seralyn felt the specific peculiarity of being on the wrong side of an observation.
She stepped back from the balustrade.
He was not looking at the eastern gallery. He was taking in the palace with the quiet, measuring quality of someone updating their internal picture. There was no reason to step back. She stepped back regardless, into the shadow of the gallery arch, and stood there with her hands loose at her sides and the sea wind off the Vethian coast and the courtyard noise thinning as his party dispersed, and she thought: three months. She had known for three months. She had read every dispatch and understood the arithmetic and accepted, with the cold clarity that she applied to things she could not change, that this was the correct course of action for two kingdoms with a war at their eastern door.
None of that made the twelve riders feel like anything other than the end of something she could not name precisely, arriving on a Tuesday, protocols correctly observed.
Behind her, the gallery door opened.
"Your Highness." Thessaly's voice was even in the way it was always even — a composure so thoroughly ingrained it had become indistinguishable from her natural register. "The queen requests your presence in the receiving hall within the half hour."
"I am aware of the time."
"Yes, Your Highness." A pause. "He has arrived, then."
"He has arrived."
A shorter pause. Then: "I will have the green gown ready."
She did not turn around. She was looking at the worn groove in the gallery floor where generations of feet had crossed the same threshold, thinking that the groove was a reasonable metaphor for something and that she was too tired to work out what, and that Thessaly was waiting, and that the hall was waiting, and that Cassius Halor was somewhere below being shown to rooms that were two corridors from hers.
"The ivory," she said. "The occasion does not require more than that."
Everyone in Vaethor had forgotten what they used to be. Seralyn had not.
Princess Seralyn Duskengrove is the last winged faerie in a world that would enslave her if it found out. She has kept that secret for seven years through trial and war, but when she's forced into an arranged marriage, her entire world is put at stake.
Young Lord Cassius Halor is everything a nobleman should be — honorable, obedient, and utterly without ambition of his own. He has followed every order given to him. But a war that will not wait, a wife he did not expect, and a keep under siege have a way of making a man decide, for the first time, what he actually stands for.
They did not choose each other. They did not choose the war. But when Vorrach comes for everything they have, they will have to decide how much they are willing to lose — and what, against all reason, they have come to fight for.
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