Mental health is far more important than my parents realize, but my school counselor does know, and that's a blessing.
Also, AP Psyche! And other fun courses! :)
Do the messages I send go into a void? Is there a upper limit, where the messages I send just stop existing? Is my first message already gone? Will it disappear one day? I'm not going to find out.
Am I normal? I mean like, is this part of me normal?
This part of me being, There is a distinct separation in my brain from what I want and what I do. Sometimes they overlap, sometimes they do not. It requires hard work to bring them together when they are naturally not.
People call me lazy, or I don't care. I do? I think I do. I try to. I...just...don't do it.