Joined Dec 2017 Head empty in outer space
Hey there! I'm a shy person so apologies if I do not respond right away. I love to make art and write but I mostly doodle on my Tumblr ^^;
Thank you for stopping by! Have a lovely day!
Tools
MediBang Paint Pro, Pencil + Pen + Paper, Notebloc
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It's been a long while huh? Sorry about that ^^;
So, my life has been a mess... been writing fanfics more and more instead of my OG stories but I will say it is worth it. My writing has improved greatly, in fact, I'm quite proud of myself to see that I am writing again.
Sadly, I— I don't think I'll be making comics anytime soon. Obviously, making comics is very time-consuming, but for me... the passion just isn't there anymore. However, writing is. Maybe one day I'll get back into making comics again. It's like a roller coaster. The fun is just never ending :)
Also! I've finally opened a shop :D (yay!!) ZomBrainShop is my little shop that is currently small (duh, hehe) but hopefully, over time, it'll be a little bigger!
Give me the strength to work on my OG stories (lol) till then, thanks for hanging with me!
So, my life has been a mess... been writing fanfics more and more instead of my OG stories but I will say it is worth it. My writing has improved greatly, in fact, I'm quite proud of myself to see that I am writing again.
Sadly, I— I don't think I'll be making comics anytime soon. Obviously, making comics is very time-consuming, but for me... the passion just isn't there anymore. However, writing is. Maybe one day I'll get back into making comics again. It's like a roller coaster. The fun is just never ending :)
Also! I've finally opened a shop :D (yay!!) ZomBrainShop is my little shop that is currently small (duh, hehe) but hopefully, over time, it'll be a little bigger!
Give me the strength to work on my OG stories (lol) till then, thanks for hanging with me!
IT HAS BEEN SO LONG!!
I just realized I could just upload my crappy comic here like oh my goodness I can just do that!!
I would like to say HI! I'm a Vtuber now hehehehhehe
Anyway, I'm gonna work on my crappy comic later and upload them here but make them more refined and such.
OH BOY I HAVE A LOT OF PROJECTS ON THE BURNER AND I NEED TO MAKE THINGS MORE ORGANIZE MY GOODNESS
I just realized I could just upload my crappy comic here like oh my goodness I can just do that!!
I would like to say HI! I'm a Vtuber now hehehehhehe
Anyway, I'm gonna work on my crappy comic later and upload them here but make them more refined and such.
OH BOY I HAVE A LOT OF PROJECTS ON THE BURNER AND I NEED TO MAKE THINGS MORE ORGANIZE MY GOODNESS
Hello, an update about my hands!
THEY ARE ALL BETTER (kind of)!!
I do feel something odd about my hands that isn't tingles and sharp pain.
But I can type fast again and I've been drawing again YAY!! :) So now I've been in the middle of writing and again drawing.
SO! Let me tell you to follow these steps to have your hands feel better. There are six (6) steps the last one isn't printed on here sorry!
Step 1: Extend and stretch both wrist and fingers acutely as if they are in a handstand position. Hold for 5 sec.
Step 2: Straighten both wrists and relax fingers. Like you are a zombie for 5 sec.
Step 3: Arms still straighten make a tight fist with both hands. Carrying on to Step 4: Bend your wrist while holding them in a fist position downward as much as you can. Don't push yourself for you will damage your nerves, causing them to not only be inflamed but worsen your case. Hold for 5 sec.
Step 5: Repeat Step 2. Relax your hands and be a zombie once again and hold for 5 sec.
Step 6: Fully relax your hands at your side and carefully (not roughly) shake your hands as if they are wet for 5 sec.
NOW! LET ME TELL YOU! GO GET YOUR HANDS MASSAGED. Not only was I given this to do but they also massaged my hands and felt some knots and tension in the hands. Like I said for 4 months, I suffered but then did this and got my hand properly massaged in just 2 FLIPPING weeks. You have no idea how mad I am that doing this is just so simple instead of some dude damaging my hands and making me suffer! My hands are still funky but to me. They are "normal" again :,)
THEY ARE ALL BETTER (kind of)!!
I do feel something odd about my hands that isn't tingles and sharp pain.
But I can type fast again and I've been drawing again YAY!! :) So now I've been in the middle of writing and again drawing.
SO! Let me tell you to follow these steps to have your hands feel better. There are six (6) steps the last one isn't printed on here sorry!
Step 1: Extend and stretch both wrist and fingers acutely as if they are in a handstand position. Hold for 5 sec.
Step 2: Straighten both wrists and relax fingers. Like you are a zombie for 5 sec.
Step 3: Arms still straighten make a tight fist with both hands. Carrying on to Step 4: Bend your wrist while holding them in a fist position downward as much as you can. Don't push yourself for you will damage your nerves, causing them to not only be inflamed but worsen your case. Hold for 5 sec.
Step 5: Repeat Step 2. Relax your hands and be a zombie once again and hold for 5 sec.
Step 6: Fully relax your hands at your side and carefully (not roughly) shake your hands as if they are wet for 5 sec.
NOW! LET ME TELL YOU! GO GET YOUR HANDS MASSAGED. Not only was I given this to do but they also massaged my hands and felt some knots and tension in the hands. Like I said for 4 months, I suffered but then did this and got my hand properly massaged in just 2 FLIPPING weeks. You have no idea how mad I am that doing this is just so simple instead of some dude damaging my hands and making me suffer! My hands are still funky but to me. They are "normal" again :,)
Second storytime. I got a job… then I lost that said job. Also became somewhat a cripple.
My very first job working at a factory. Everything was good till the second week my hands started to hurt. They hurt right now while typing this. Taken an hour or more to finish this update post.
Anyway, after two months of working there, I was let go because I just wasn’t showing up to work because my hands would be in pain and I literally couldn’t do anything. So during and now I’ve been a mess. Stuck with my hands hurting for the rest of my life, my mind is up and down, lost my motivation to draw. It hurts. It really doesn’t feel good.
Been having mixed feelings about recording myself and try to make video content again. The problem is I won’t have game audio since mac doesn’t have that as an input so I could just do that crappy no mic desktop speaker record so peeps can hear the gameplay but not my voice so well.
Been going on a downward spiral really. But, the good news is I’ve been coming up with ideas for my Etsy shop. Not open yet only have my Redbubble but like I said. Been coming up with ideas.
Thanks for reading. I hope I figure something out soon really. Because right now it’s a mix of this sucks and what can I do going forward.
Suppose to wear my brace when I sleep but it got to the point of where they are now an annoyance to wear but I’ve been wearing them on and off and not been using my hands that much.
My very first job working at a factory. Everything was good till the second week my hands started to hurt. They hurt right now while typing this. Taken an hour or more to finish this update post.
Anyway, after two months of working there, I was let go because I just wasn’t showing up to work because my hands would be in pain and I literally couldn’t do anything. So during and now I’ve been a mess. Stuck with my hands hurting for the rest of my life, my mind is up and down, lost my motivation to draw. It hurts. It really doesn’t feel good.
Been having mixed feelings about recording myself and try to make video content again. The problem is I won’t have game audio since mac doesn’t have that as an input so I could just do that crappy no mic desktop speaker record so peeps can hear the gameplay but not my voice so well.
Been going on a downward spiral really. But, the good news is I’ve been coming up with ideas for my Etsy shop. Not open yet only have my Redbubble but like I said. Been coming up with ideas.
Thanks for reading. I hope I figure something out soon really. Because right now it’s a mix of this sucks and what can I do going forward.
Suppose to wear my brace when I sleep but it got to the point of where they are now an annoyance to wear but I’ve been wearing them on and off and not been using my hands that much.
Two things I will share but I shall separate them into two posts.
First thing first. I didn't realize or the fact is I didn't remember I had another account on here. Gave me a massive panic attack but luckily while shaking I got the account back and deleted that account.
Before anyone goes “why the fudged you delete and panic??” It’s because I used that account when I was in middle and high school to read comics and as a dumb-dumb, I USED MY FULL BUTTY BUTT NAME… holy popsicles, what the FUC-
I didn’t know you can look at your subscribers so I never clicked it till today and I was like- “I wonder if I could see- HOLY SHI-!” Thus, I panic and thought maybe someone thought they aren’t me therefore I really shouldn’t pan- Both accounts basically had the same library so I wasn’t going to take the chance.
That’s the end of that story.
First thing first. I didn't realize or the fact is I didn't remember I had another account on here. Gave me a massive panic attack but luckily while shaking I got the account back and deleted that account.
Before anyone goes “why the fudged you delete and panic??” It’s because I used that account when I was in middle and high school to read comics and as a dumb-dumb, I USED MY FULL BUTTY BUTT NAME… holy popsicles, what the FUC-
I didn’t know you can look at your subscribers so I never clicked it till today and I was like- “I wonder if I could see- HOLY SHI-!” Thus, I panic and thought maybe someone thought they aren’t me therefore I really shouldn’t pan- Both accounts basically had the same library so I wasn’t going to take the chance.
That’s the end of that story.
Decided that I'm going to turn Blue Balloon into a children's book. Out of all my stories that I have written Blue Balloon seems like a really good candidate to become a children's book plus Blue Balloon storyline is a little janky and just easy to predict so again, Blue Balloon is becoming a children's book. Going to re-write the story and hopefully just hope I have the motivation and strength to actually finish this project and many more.
Here is a picture of Diego. In my Webtoon, I had his name be a mystery type of thing because his mom, who is dead because she was very ill, always calls him her little explorer because Go Diego Go!
The whole story was gonna be a drama story about Diego and his older brother, who I need to rename because I don't remember his name :/ oops, going through the 5 stages of grief and how Diego is being a kid and just doesn't want to move on. He doesn't want to understand that everything is going to have to change and adjust etc...
When I was young I really wanted to write a dark story because I was emo and a depressed teen ya know. Stereotype jokes aside, writing these kinds of stories really help shape my storytelling. I just wish it didn't dwindled this harshly then I would have been writing more but that's my fault for not giving that my full focus. :)
Here is a picture of Diego. In my Webtoon, I had his name be a mystery type of thing because his mom, who is dead because she was very ill, always calls him her little explorer because Go Diego Go!
The whole story was gonna be a drama story about Diego and his older brother, who I need to rename because I don't remember his name :/ oops, going through the 5 stages of grief and how Diego is being a kid and just doesn't want to move on. He doesn't want to understand that everything is going to have to change and adjust etc...
When I was young I really wanted to write a dark story because I was emo and a depressed teen ya know. Stereotype jokes aside, writing these kinds of stories really help shape my storytelling. I just wish it didn't dwindled this harshly then I would have been writing more but that's my fault for not giving that my full focus. :)
I've been trying to write the stories but sadly my writing skills have dwindled very harshly :(
Maybe I'll write short stories to build it back up again till then, I'm very sorry for not getting the comic up and posting :(
Doodled my Zora-sona but with the color teal anyway I'll hopefully be posting short stories! :)
Maybe I'll write short stories to build it back up again till then, I'm very sorry for not getting the comic up and posting :(
Doodled my Zora-sona but with the color teal anyway I'll hopefully be posting short stories! :)
I won't lie. I have been procrastinating. My art style just keeps changing. Not too drastic but more as oof. This is no good.
But anyway, idk when I'll get any of my work done. I just need the motivation to do it ya know.
Here's a fish I drew two days ago. My brain just went overdrive and I was like... fish :)
But anyway, idk when I'll get any of my work done. I just need the motivation to do it ya know.
Here's a fish I drew two days ago. My brain just went overdrive and I was like... fish :)
A redraw of my icon! Still not gonna change it but hey wanted to do a redraw and decided this was the image I was gonna do. The old icon was made when I was like 14 or 15. So a big improvement right there!!
Trying to get the cover for Alien Bean to finish but for some reason, it just looks so... weird?? Idk but anyway writing the script down and welp...
As a Vtuber character idk what to the ending is gonna be either it's a "here is the origin story" or "here is story plus funny stuff." Idk what to land on.
Anyway take care and be safe!! :)
Trying to get the cover for Alien Bean to finish but for some reason, it just looks so... weird?? Idk but anyway writing the script down and welp...
As a Vtuber character idk what to the ending is gonna be either it's a "here is the origin story" or "here is story plus funny stuff." Idk what to land on.
Anyway take care and be safe!! :)
