I’m not sure if anyone can see this but.. I’m sorry to the people who subscribed to my other webcomics.
I was overwhelmed in feelings of self pity and lack of motivation till the point I decided to trash all of the webcomics I hoped to work on because I felt like my art or story telling wasn’t good enough.
But after talking to my sister and watching a few inspirational videos and analyzing myself I noticed I haven’t been giving myself credit for the good things I’ve done.
And the way I constantly belittled myself ended up making me start on webcomics and then take long breaks from it/never updating again just to come back again because I’d be hurt then decide I want to continue.
I noticed it the other night after I deleted a few of my webcomics and thought “you always say you can’t do this or that so you limit yourself and don’t act out of fear. But when you actually decide to start and follow through that’s when you prove yourself wrong.”
So.. even if my story telling and art isn’t good enough I’d still like to keep making webcomics for the sake of my own happiness.
And I’m going to try to learn to develop a thicker skin when I think something I’m doing isn’t good enough and ultimately do it to prove the pessimistic part of my brain wrong.