The rain gently fell down landing on me. Trailing down and dripping of my chin. Staring absently at the scene in front of me. Why? Was all I could think in my situation. Minutes ago, I was over the moon thinking of the future for us. Hours ago making the biggest sacrifice in order to make our dreams possible. Yet in this single moment, everything was shattered by his own accord. An emotion began to build within me that I had never experienced.

They were kissing passionately in the rain. If it weren't for my heart being broken in that moment. I would have thought that it was such a romantic moment between two humans. He smiled sweetly as he separated from her. The woman in front of him returned that smile. "Are you truly going to end it with her?" she spoke. "I was only using her" he murmured. His response only caused the fire to burn even more.

Not wanting to hear more of the truth that was being spoken. I spread my wings and disappear into the rain. It felt as if heaven was crying for me as I felt such human emotions. Finally realising what god's words truly meant hours earlier.

Just earlier in the week was when I had made up my mind to give up my position in heaven. Telling all those close to me goodbye and then going to god himself. It was hard in some sense telling him. He was a benevolent god who will put his feelings aside in order to establish his rule if broken. It was forbidden to fall in love with a creature of god. It was obvious what he was going to do yet something caught me off guard.

"Angel rosalyn, your crimes for falling in love with a human being will be severe. But before I banish you, i'll tell you this. Don't be discouraged when you are in your most vulnerable state. You will realize your purpose one day down there. Your time here is sadly done and with a heavy heart. I banish you to the land below." he told me after I confessed my sin.

As the ties that held me to heaven where severed. The ground beneath me disappeared sending me spiraling down. Trying to regain control even reaching up to the sky as if someone was going to stop me from falling which was futile. Giving up and closed my eyes. I knew it wouldn't kill me but it would hurt. My back hit the ground hard and I blacked out.

Something wet landed on my face as I was coming to. The pain was there but it was manageable. Getting up and flexed my wings. Slightly wincing from the pain and the realization that my once white wings where black with blue at the end. Which confused me since all fallen angels get black wings. Shaking my head not giving it a second thought. I launch into the air.

It was painful at first but after a couple flaps it became a sore ache. The cool rain also helping sooth the pain. But one thing kept my thought off it was him. A future of us having a family which gave me glee. If we couldn't create children of our own then we would adopt. I honestly didn't care as long as I was with him.

Unbeknown to me that the moments later would all be ruined. Finally arriving to where his little hut was. There was 2 figures locked in a passionate kiss. The horror set in and here we are in present time. Regretting giving up my life for him. I should have known that he would do that. Humans were like that.

Since falling from heaven, I began to experience feeling that were human. It was such an ugly feeling that the need to yank out the nonexistent heart in my chest. Where was I going to go in this world? Only planning to live with him was my plan and luckily had currency stored in a box in the ground to have us living well. Which made me realise what he meant in using me.

The fire in my stomach grew and knew what this emotion was, anger. Then I swore to myself to never fall in love again as long as I existed.