Do you ever ask yourself what did I deserve to be here? or why did God make me like this? or why am I always at fault? or why can't I be normal? or why do people ignore me? well if you have there may be a line which separates you from me, i'm Alexxah Jones that awkward 15 year old girl who is always in the wrong, the one person everybody stares at and whispers about ( well I guess they like talking about me but not the point) or the person who can't make a friend and believe me I have tried. I'm the type of person who can't express their emotions or think of jokes on the spot, or act nice, or the one to get or do as they please without constant worry that someone might know something about your family or who they are, the thought just overtakes all will to sleep and instead being tossed around the bed hoping that if I just keep my eye closed then I will fall asleep, well I was wrong every 24 times it happened but I guess I was trying something. 

So now you know a bit about me wait maybe not enough I should tell you now but I am a lesbian yep I like the same gender, not like you really care but it will help you understand why and how (which will come later) I'm like this and why I had to do it.