..So I vanished..
Apr 30, 2018
Creator
I think by the point I had reached my last job, I began to realize how far I'd gone. How distanced I'd become from everyone, and how my world had grown dim. I wasn't sure what I was supposed to do.
I thought about talking about these things but then I also thought...what good would it do? Here I was being so quiet, hardly ever speaking to anyone anymore having become some whisp of an artist, and then suddenly just poking my head in and saying " I'm struggling, I have a problem. "
I imagined a lot of things. Silence, shoulder shrugs. A pat on the back and some words. " That's rough man. " " Life sucks sometimes, you just got to deal with it. " In my mind...all I saw was me being a problem, and inviting people to roll their eyes and point me to a psychiatrist because all I am is just one big ball of mental issues. That's what happens...right..?
Even then I didn't realize I'd made one of the mistakes I begged so many of you not to make...
Recommendation for you
Recommendation
Ghost Lights
LGBTQ+ 725.9k likes
Recommendation
Copper eyes
BL 905.4k likes
Recommendation
Long Exposure
LGBTQ+ 2.3m likes
Recommendation
Humor me
Slice of life 2.8m likes
Recommendation
Do You Even Witch
BL 4.5m likes
Recommendation
Heartstopper
LGBTQ+ 6.7m likes
Feeling lucky
Random series you may like
15.1k views107 subscribers
Comments (0)
See all