So, uh
this is a little bit more of a serious/personal update
where should I start...

oh, maybe with the fact that I don't really like a lot to do with roses
the only thing I do like, though, are rose scented things, but that's about it

To start, my middle name is Rose. When I got into middle school, I wanted use a different name than what I use/d with my family. So, the simplest thing I could come up with was my middle name.
I regretted that immediately lol

I don't think I've ever felt comfortable with my name; it just never suited me. That's why I have a constantly changing alias. For now, I'm settling with Calisto, because that's what I think suits me best right now. Maybe in the future, I'll draw a process of my naming, haha

but uh
I couldn't actually really change my name to 'Cal' until this year because in 9th, all of the people from my middle school would be like "oh, that's Rose" if I didn't speak up about my name.

the other part... is about my first/last relationship
not saying that I won't date ever again, but the relationship I was in last lol
I don't even think it would classify as a relationship as it only lasted to almost to two weeks but that's not really important;;

His birthday resided after the breakup, and I wanted to draw him a present to show that there were no bitter feelings after the relationship, so I wanted to do a cover of La Vanille.

one of the lines is "sitting by the window, roses in full bloom". I wanted to make the border of the video in roses, and then they change throughout the video.

I would've used different colors (using their languages) for the roses, but my computer crashed as soon as I finished the 5-6 hour sketch ahaha;;
that might've been for the best, but y'know
that's my story on roses

tl;dr: I don't like roses, but hydrangeas much better. Pls never give me a rose bouquet on Valentine's day as I'll feel super sad lol