When I draw Exes, they will always have a bar over their eyes or have their eyes not visible in any panel XD

This is something that actually happened in the past. He always wore this giant puffy jacket and looked so warm LMAO.. I was rejected the hand holding
In here I only wanted to hold his hand, but in the end it is actually supposed to represent more than that..

My first relationship lasted 2 years, but I don't think there was ever any real love in that relationship. Only words, nothing more than that. I have always been the type of girl that is like "I will get married to the first guy I kiss"... and I still am. I don't want multiple relationships. I don't want to be with a bunch of guys just to "try things out." I want something that is real.

But of course, things happen. People have to face reality. That little wish of mine never came true. As disappointed as I am, I was also relieved. I was trying to hold onto something that did not work and he didn't exactly... cared about me. I knew it, but because of my childishness and what I promised myself, I didn't want to let go. In the end he left me and I thank him for it.

After some depression stages (and of course being the lol loser at school. Awesome classmates.), I finally snapped out of it.. and this is what I have become. I'm glad I've gotten that experience, it made me realize a lot of things and I finally understand how to love myself.

He would probably make a woman very happy, I simply was not that person.

(This was years ago XD I am now happily with Tony :)~ )