Sometimes I like to remember that night... I can't say why however... Everything I've wrote so far have been the experiences my dear friend Phoenix shared with me before her death.
I can picture the stories from how well she had described them. I felt so bad for her and now I at least know she'd happy with Hikaru and Kage in the sky. I know she pretended not to have loved Kage but I could tell she loved him. Hikaru was more of a brother love for her.
I remember her always crying when describing how much her levels of hurt were when they left her. You see Kage and Hikaru both died that night. Hikaru died from being stabbed by Kage and Kage was killed by a passing guard. In other wards Phoenix was the only one to have made it out alive.
She was even more distraught when she gave birth to her and Kage's baby. I could tell more then anything she wanted him there. What I'm most saddened by is that she died a week after having the baby. She's never going to see him grow up so I have to do it for her.
She named him Rin for a reason I'm unsure of, but I know she had to of had one. I miss her more then I've missed anyone she was my very best friend. I am scared however for recently I've been feeling very ill. I can't and won't leave Rin alone to fend for himself. He's been so strong but everyone no matter who has a breaking point.
I feel such a strong amount of pain with every single word I write. I don't even know if I can continue but I know I must for I hope to give this to Rin when he is older. I hope he has so much luck. Wait what am I saying only you Rin shall ever see a word written in this book other then me. I have no idea why I'm making this like many people shall see.
You are loved. I have never felt you of anything less then a son to me. Your mother loved you more then anything else as well and I'm sure your father would have felt the same. I want you to know you are not your flaws. You are strong, kind, and smart. Your words are like that of poetry and they make anyone want to listen the what you have to say.
I love you.
You are loved.
Please know that I love you my dear, and I regret leaving you more then anything else I've ever done.
Tears slipped from my eyes as I read the words of my guardian. I can still vividly remember her smile in my head. Yet even though my heart was shattered for Akari my thoughts strayed to my parents. They seemed absolutely amazing.
I wished I could have met them but all I have is the sketch of them together. I got my eyes from my dad apparently and my looks were my mom's. She was beautiful with full lips and slightly puffed cheeks but a skinny face. Her long black hair was straight and fell down to the bottom of her rib cage. She had seemingly dazzling eyes I couldn't tell from the sketch.
My father looked to be a foot over her. He had wavy hair that fell to his shoulders. His eyes had a glint to them that made him feel ominous, but he still looked like he was in love with my mom.
I looked at a different picture this one had my mom, dad, and... Akari.
Hello, hope you enjoyed the chapter. The epilogue will come out when I decide to make it but as of right now I'm very bust with Thin Ice and Bad Advice. I also got rid of how to (Not) Succeed since it really wasn't doing well.
Anyways as always,
Ellie or author-chan