Did you really want to choose this way? For I'm your conscience, I'd definitely disagree with this. Aren't you afraid the things might happen after? What if they will turn their back from you someday. Aren't you afraid of betrayal, disloyalty or even being murdered at the end? I know you are starting to be deaf and numb with my voice. I'll hope that you wouldn't end miserable after this. All I want for you was to live long enough and where you had already done your unfilfilled desires right now.
So how was your first kill? Does it satisfies you? I couldn't help but to laugh with the face you are making for this moment. It seems that my voice was too amplified right now and to think that I still exist. I really feel so grateful while you was in miserable state because of taking someone's life, you really deserves it for doing something to immoral. How could you be worth to be called a human after you killed one. Just because you think that person may harm you in the near future, you'll have the rights to eliminate. Now, where is the guy who once want peace and rule loving person that I know. The guy that I watch to strive in this changing world.
Your life had been tinted by blood in just few years. I regretted that I had been mute and you became deaf while gaining exprerience. By the way, I'd also remember the time that you murder someone innocent, it was the time you was so guilty. I couldn't even help to laugh again when you make the same miserable face. But, isn't that you should be guilty after killing so many people even they're some stupid and immoral. Don't you think that they may have a chance to change. Then, how about you? Wasn't you a innocent young man few years ago. But, now I despise you.
Now, you're running for your life. The law has been hunting you. A year ago, it's really a pity that I already pointed you into a different path but you had chosen to ignore it. I always want you to be safe but rather you choose a dangerous path. I don't know why you became like this, but maybe it was the human nature that may you go against the things that binds you. It seems that humanity is always striving and doesn't want to be contented. I know that in just few days, you'll be cornered by your so called friends who was blinded by greed. I don't know what could happen to you next but you need to be firm to live.
For what I thought, you were betrayed and cornered but you could still escape. That escape gave you a severed wounds all over your body. To think of it, you're already dying. In your desperate moments, you try to console yourself and I'm even surprise that you heard my silent voice. In your desperation, you cried. I couldn't help to be grateful in your misfortune because you chosen to acknowledge your grave sins. Even though it was pretty late, you choose to correct your mistakes that might even push yourself into the grave. Also, I couldn't help to be amaze by your courage to surrender yourself with your blurred consciousness.
Now, you're facing the consequence of your action but still you keep your perseverance against the things that might harm you. You don't even make a single appeal against the evidence presented in the court. You already chosen to admit all your sins and the people behind you killings. I couldn't help to sighed when you refused to be a witness. After you were charge as guilty, you died. You were ambushed when you were on the road to jail. At your last breath, you managed to spoke the few lines,"I'm lost and had been found, yet I don't have sufficient time."
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