I miss you a lot

Sometimes I cry at night because my heart hurts so bad

And even though we haven't seen each other in such a long time and your face is just a blur when I try to think of it, I miss you like crazy

Sometimes it drives me insane and I mean I'm happy we met because I think you're the first guy I ever really really liked

But at the same time I wish we'd never met just so I could go on and live 

Without being heart broken.