a bit more of a feelsy thing because on my facebook page, i do a Feelsy Friday thing, where i upload a comic, story, or song that is really emotional for me.
story that i just kind of copied and pasted from my facebook;;
a few years ago, i thought i found the perfect guy.
he was musically, academically, athletically inclined. into lots of things i was interested in like legend of korra and such. really social, and pretty attractive. he was labelled as the nice guy and all, complained how girls didnt like him and stuff here and there. but unfortunately for him, lil old me had the biggest crush on him.
we would have skype calls and phone calls until 3-4am, which messed up my sleeping schedule and junk but yenno i was dumb and in love
well, every time we skyped, he would sing to me. and that boy had a really really reaAAlLlllyyY nice voice. huge range, and was really swell on the guitar + ukulele
so it kind of became our thing and such. i enjoyed it so much.
he messed with my feelings for two years, but rejected me 6 months into our friendship, before i even confessed to him, because he thought our age gap was too big. but he continued to act as if he liked me, as if we could be a thing, and of course my dumb self fell for it.
ive moved on from that. hes graduating this year. i havent talked to him in months. i feel like we could still be the best of friends, but the way it is now, i dont think wed be able to have another regular conversation. part of me is completely fine with that, but the other still gets bothered by it here and there. ah well. romance is dumb anyways.