how do you explain the pain you hide?

when the tears on your cheeks has already dried…

how do you explain the heart that broke?

when you’re laughing it off like some sick joke…

how do you explain the demon’s lies?

when the sadness is showing in your eyes…

how do you make it through the night?

when the darkness surrounds you holding you tight…

I don’t know how to show you my pain

my thoughts that hide deep in my brain

I don’t know how to tell you I’m dying

because to people it just seems that I’m lying

I try so hard to prove that I’m falling apart

that I’m sitting here with only pieces of a heart

I try so hard to make you see

the darkness I carry inside of me

But sadly enough I fail each time

but I try to explain in my silly rhyme

I just hope you can see

the pure hatred I have for me…

~Angi