January 24th, 2013

Mom and dad have been asking me recently if I’ve seen any cute guys in my classes. Seriously? I’m only eleven! I shouldn’t be thinking about guys at this age! Ugggghhhh, my parents are so overbearing sometimes. It’s like they’re trying to live through me. Besides, I haven’t really noticed any cute guys, though there are quite a few cute girls in my classes. They’d probably be great friends if I ever got the courage to talk to them...

January 31st, 2013

I still haven’t heard anything from Ryan or Rachel… and thinking of Ryan brings up memories of Rosie… I miss her… I know she’s been gone for a while, but she was such a great dog… maybe it would be nice to get another dog. I know, it won’t replace Rosie, but with both Ryan and Rosie gone, the house has been feeling… empty.

February 14th, 2013

Oh, God, I am in so much trouble… today was such a weird Valentine’s day… and I… I ended up kissing Noori… granted, it was kinda accidental… lemme explain. So, today was Valentine's day, right? Well, I had gotten Noori a really cute little plush dog with a heart in its mouth-- I got Jasper the same thing so it didn't seem weird-- but Noori didn't get me anything and started to apologize when someone bumped into her and she fell, and she accidentally kissed me. God… her lips were so soft. I would’ve just been able to brush it off as accidental, but afterwards, Noori said that I could count that as my Valentine’s day gift and… I don’t know if she was joking or not… mom and dad are gonna be furious if they find out about this… I guess I’ll have to talk to Noori about this as well…

February 15th, 2013

I have been avoiding Noori all day and I think she’s avoiding me as well… I’m just so scared to talk about what happened yesterday… I’m scared about what I’d say if she really wasn’t joking… I don’t want to ruin our friendship over some misunderstanding… though, I don’t really know if I even like her that way… mom and dad told me that liking her as more than a friend was really weird… I don’t want to be seen as weird...