July 20, 2013

It’s been a year since Ryan’s moved out… I’m glad I’m in contact with him now, but still… I’d love to be able to see him in person. What I wouldn’t give to be able to give him a hug right now. I just want to see my older brother again…

October 6th, 2013

Yet another birthday… I’m officially twelve now, but I don’t feel any older. And I’m still missing Ryan… I wonder if I could talk mom and dad into letting him visit at least once… I just wanna be able to have a face to face conversation with him… ah, well… a good thing is that Ryan and Rachel sent me a phone to make talking with them easier… I’m gonna have to hide it from mom and dad, though.

October 7th, 2013

Well, along with Ryan and Rachel’s numbers, I’ve also got Noori and Jasper’s. I also asked mom and dad about letting Ryan visit, though they just brushed it off saying he was probably too busy to be able to visit. I know for a fact that he’d actually be excited to be able to visit me.