I don't know why but last couple of days I've been feeling different different than how I was I'm not sure if it's a good thing or a bad thing I don't like change so to feel like I have changed doesn't make me comfortable but when I started to seek help for my anxiety the one thing I wanted to do was change who I was the way I acted I didn't want to be that socially awkward girl anymore I didn't want to worry about every little thing but now that I don't have as much of anxiety as I did and I don't worry about the little things anymore I feel confused is this the me I was all along and I let my anxiety change that or is this me I'm making myself believe I am I did so many things I would never do before I've told people things I never thought I could say I socialize in real life and social media I'm out spoken I went to see a movie by myself so I should be happy because this is what I wanted right