-Hiro-

Being alone with Yoru, really was challenging. It was the first time that we had a house to ourselves after we- kind of (?) - started dating, so I was obviously overly excited. I wanted to be more clingy and do a lot more french kissing, but I didn't want him to think that we were moving too fast. Just having him lean against me or use my lap as a pillow was already perfect anyway.

After a couple of hours of watching shows, Yoru's parents came back, so Yoru suggested that we go to his room. As "boyfriends". In a room with a single bed. Alone. Behind a closed door. I was obviously not freaking out.

"Are you going to come in or not?" Yoru brought me back from my thoughts and I took my first step in. Dejavu?

"Ah, sorry." I didn't know what to say at this point. Since I didn't know what to do either, I just sat on Yoru's desk chair and waited for him to move some things around. Maybe he was also nervous, so he just started cleaning? Who knew. I found it cute anyway.

"So... do you want to play video games?" Yoru finally broke the silence.

"Sure!" I replied, too fast, failing to act calm. I knew that sooner or later, I had to either sleep at the guest room, or here with Yoru. And I already knew what was more likely of the two. No one even bothered preparing the guest room. Why was I acting like this? I didn't even know. Maybe I felt pressured because we kind of had, but also hadn't, put a label on our relationship.

"Ah, shit, I lost again." I let out under my breath. Yoru heard it though.

"Are you letting me win? You're usually good at this. What's going on?" he asked, trying to make it look like he teased me, but I could hear the concern in his voice. He moved closer and pressed his forehead on mine. He locked his eyes on my lips but he didn't kiss me.

"Are you tired? Do you want to sleep?" he continued. The sound of his soft voice made my eyes go at half mast. I suddenly started realizing how late it actually was.

"Yeah..." I noded. Yoru smiled and stoop up.

"Are you going to sleep in your clothes? Do you want me to get you something?"

"No, it's okay. I brought a t-shirt and sweatpants. Be right back." I went downstairs where I had my bag- yes I brought my school bad with me- and grabbed what I needed. I headed back to the room but I stood at the door before entering. I was trying to decide on whether or not I should change in there. At the end, I changed my clothes in the bathroom, and went back. I slowly opened the door and found that Yoru had also changed and was getting ready for bed. I followed his example without much thought and before I realized, we were lying, facing each other.

Yoru looked really attractive even from up close. I couldn't help but smile at him; a gesture that he returned. My brain was processing a large variety of thoughts at that moment. Looking at him, I started wondering about what our future would be. I imagined so many things that I wanted us to do and so many dates that we could go on, together. But first, I needed to make something crystal clear.

"Yoru? Can I ask you something?"

"Mhm?" His eyes were closed, but I knew that he wasn't sleeping.

"Are we, like, actual boyfriends now?" Yoru opened his eyes, confused.

"Do you truly believe that I'd let anyone else kiss me and sleep here with me?" I guess he had a good point.

"So, I'm gonna take that as a yes" I chucked. Yoru laughed and buried his face in my neck. Then I wrapped my arms around his shoulders. That was everything I needed. We fell asleep just like that.