irgo POV (The final presentation time)

Anyway the competition is here soon.We have to compete other school. At the night before Me and Scorpio sat at the living room while Taurus and Pisces were out to get the food. I look at him and said "Tmr, is the time shit get real" I feel not good. He hugged me and calm myself down "Everything gonna be okay." I was stunned and felt good at the same time. My heart beat so fast i couldn't focus on anything when im with him.

Tomorrow has come, We tried our best though. Everyone stand on the stage and waiting for the host to announce the winner. I was so hyped.We all hold each other hand. I looked at Scorpio.

"And the winner are..................................." another school. When i heard it was dumbstruck. Soon as we get off stages. They were cheering me but it make me feel worst.I go back home, I didn't talk to anyone, I complete shut my self and lay my body on bed. I couldn't stop thinking about it. what did i do wrong? I'm so careless. I let my parent down, my school down, also my self. "WHY?" I shout and throw my backpack against the wall.

Morning-

I didn't get any sleep, i was so mad at my self. I try to hide my emotion at school, I don't want anyone to worried about me.I pretend to be normal. Although, at school They try to cheer me up and it make me feel better. Maybe i was just to.... My parent doesn't blame me but im still disappointed at myself, having them around they help me reduce that feeling especially Scorpio.

A few week pass by.I was in a class. It bell ring, My teacher told everyone "Class, Dismiss. Anyway Virgo, come talk to me after." Everyone look at me. I hope it not a bad thing. Everyone has leave the classroom and I walked up to the teacher desk

"What wrong with you lately?" she questioned me.

"What you mean?" I confused.

"Your grade has dropped. Your not like before, Before you really focus on the study but now you seem to take it carelessly."

"I don't know."

She pat my shoulder. "Get yourself together, forget about the distraction.Your parent will be upset."

I thank her and walked away. I go to the chart board, I see myself used to be on top and now I'm not anymore. They asked me what the teacher said, but i refuse. I pretend nothing bad happen and I run back home with a tears start to drop. She kick the chair real hard. I NEVER FEEL WORST LIKE THIS IN MY ENTIRE LIFE. I can't focus on study when i'm near Scorpio. I don't blame him, I blame myself for letting my guard down. When I'm near him, i feel so good, i can only think about him until i forget about the school. When people knows this they gonna make me feel worst i can't imagine. My chest alway hurt when im near him. He's the distraction, I don't want to ditch on him but i have to. I will rebuilt myself. I can do it unless he's not around. I got the message from my parent and everyone. I LET MYSELF DOWN, I LET MY FUTURE DOWN. I throw the phone against the wall and start to break down.

I look at the Moon. I crossed my finger. "I WILL CUT THAT FEELING AND REBUILT MYSELF." I don't want to hurt his feeling, so i have to do it. I will let him go and find another person who will take care of him.

From tomorrow I start from the old me. I only focus on my book and avoid social interaction. I alway deny when they want to hang out.They not lonely anymore. I see them making alot of friend now and im happy about that. In School I only talk to them unless they talk to me. I avoid alot of question and pretend I'm fine.

Pisces POV

I was really worried about Virgo but in understand her, She need alot of space right now and i respect that and I don't want to make it worst or it might ruined our friendship.

About Taurus, He always act complete different when scorpio around. He alway ignore me when i talk about Scorpio. Is he into me? But why i feel so mad when their a girl approaching him. But he's been nice to everyone, most of the girl, maybe he into those girl.

Taurus POV

I alway try to express Pisces how i feel but it turn out awfully all the time and she doesn't get it. Why i can't tell her how I feel? Day by Day i'm pushing her away. One day I was at my locker, there bunch of random girl passed by. I heard they said "Wow, that boy that used to be a loner now he dating a new girl, Pisces. I was so jealous I saw them hug each other yesterday. I was so jealous." Hug? Everyone shipped them. I slam the locker door and go to see Virgo. I keep telling myself it was just a rumor. If they dating they would have told me. I still have hopes.

"Yo" I looked at her and sigh.

"Something been hitting you lately?" she asked me.

"It didn't hit me, It smashed me."

She passed me a water and said "Is it with Pisces?"

"I mean she can't take a hint or probably I don't if she into me or Scorpio."

"What you mean?" She asked curiously.

"She might be into Scorpio. Everyone Shipped them and I heard other girl said They've hugged."

Virgo was speechless, she didn't said anything for a minute.

She nudge me at cheer me. "You still have Hope." I smiled

"Anyway you wanna come for lunch tomorrow?You been ghost for a while now"

"I didn't ignore them, I just need time to rebuilt myself" she whined

"I understand but please come tomorrow please."I begged her until she said yes.

While im heading to door she said "Sometime you have to learn how to let thing go,If they returned it mean their your but if not they did not belong to us."

I feel so miserable. I started to walked away and think about it. I guess she right. I have respect the choice. I can't keep her if she wasn't belong to me. but i have find the right thing first.