Why well there's so many reasons sometimes I hate myself for the way I look sometimes I hate myself for the things I've said sometimes I hate myself for the way I am and sometimes I hate myself for the things I've done and sometimes I hate myself for the things I can't change I hate myself because I can't commit to anything I tried to make a YouTube channel and that never worked out because I could just couldn't bring myself to do it I could say well it was my Anxiety's fault but I'm the one who let it control me I hate myself because I do that I constantly give into that voice in my head the one that tells me that I'm a terrible person that no one will ever want me and because of that I hate myself