Ben POV:-
screamd it's all I listen in sam room,he is really busy to some woman that he didn't realise I am here in front of door
'I have to get out from here' I think and leave them without saying anything
Hot tears streaming down of my face I never aspect this to sam I always thing he love me I can't live with him now I don't want to live with him now
As I go to hall posh and Jack setting their in the couch when they see me they shock
"Q-Queen what a-are y-you doing h-here" posh ask
"You two know about this didn't you" I ask them by sobbing
I just shook my head and go to main door try to leave the house
Suddenly sam four friends enter in the main door
"P DON'T LET HIM GO"jack shout
I am totally shock I didn't realise when park and lam held me
"Let me go " I shout
"I am sorry queen we can't" park answer
"What the hell is happening here" suddenly sam came down with the girl and shout but when he see me he is shock for a second
"What are you doing here" he ask me with cold voice
Seriously this man after all this he use cold tone towards me
"Park lam let him go" he order and they both obey
And then he came near to me and ask
"TELL ME WHAT THE HELL YOU DOING HERE AND WHY YOU LEFT THE CAMPUS WITHOUT MY PERMISSI........"
I.hit him
silence everyone looking at me with shock even Sam I did the thing with no one accept me to do in my hole life
I hit sam
I hit my abusive husband
I hit the guy who try to be my god
I hit him
But it's not my fault it is he cross his line and I can't take this anymore
"You slap me" he hiss
"Yes I do " I answer him
"You " he try to start but I stop him
"SHUT UP I AM NOT TJE ONE WHO IS CHEATING HIS PARTNER I shout to him
Everyone is shock first time in my life I raise my voice
"You don't have guts" he say to me
I see him with teary eyes he not even say a sorry
"Yes I don't " I wishper
He laugh
"Yes I don't ,I don't have guts to do this because I love you " I say and sobbing even more hard
The girl beside him just chuck
"When I am 4 you slap me first time and you say you love me ,when i am 7 you didn't allow me to play with my friends and you say you love me, when I am 8 you didn't allow me to go school and you say you love me ,when I am 9 you didn't allow me to anywhere you lock me inside my own house and you say you love me ,when I am 10 you didn't allow me to anywhere even inside my house you lock me inside my own room and you say you love me,when I am 11 you first time punished me with your belt you beat me that bad I didn't even get up for 2days and you say you love me ,when I am 12 you abuse me and you called it love making on that day whenever I do something wrong you abuse me beat me I beg you to stop but you didn't and you say you love me,when I am 14 you abuse me 2 days in a row I beg to stop I got faint many times but you didn't and then you say you love me, when I am 15 you put a mask on my face and you said you love me, when I am 16 you said I am your queen but you humiliate in front of everyone and you say you love me, when I am 18 I want to become a doctor I want to fulfill my Mae dream and you say yes I really happy but after that you torture me from 2 day in a row and you said you love me,you call me idiot in front of your friends they call me queen and you call me slut and you said you love me,you make me servant to do cleaning ,cooking ,washing a dirty cloth not only yours but your friends also they all me queen and you call me idiot and you said you love me , my classmates call me useless because you see me as one .I don't want this I can't take it anymore ,I don't want to be your Queen I don't want to become your wife , you cross your line I can take your torture I can become your doll I can take your abuse I can become your sevent also, but I can't take your cheating I want this to be over, I ben bamaree break every relationship to you Sam janthpurum"I said and take a long breath I see everyone shocking face even that girl who have smrick in her face he look at me with horror face
"I don't want to be your Queen"
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