The woman frowns, looking at her book. “I hope you can forgive me. I only have the one room available, so you only need to give me ten. Don’t worry, there are two separate beds in the room—you won't be sharing a bed with your cousin.” She replies likely because of the horror that spreads across Cordelia’s face. “May I have a name to book it under?”
“Deely
“
Cordelia opens the door, feeling warm cheeks when she sees how close the beds are. The room wasn’t fancy, but it was better than the cabin. She sits on the bed closest to the door, sliding her cloak off of her shoulders.
The way his lips grin as his eyes remain on her is suspicious—she realizes she’s almost popping out of her deep-necked dress.
<Do you mind? You’re honestly not expecting to have a recreation of last night. That
<It’s not my fault you flaunt yourself so carelessly
<That’s enough
<You’re the one who forced a kiss on me—despite having a fiancé
<Because you stole my stuff
<I want to know the full story
<
<That’d make sense why a highbred like yourself made it so far from home.
<Staying with them would have been much worse
<I apologize for my rudeness before—it was a stressful night. I understand we haven’t met under the best of circumstances, but if you let me, I can be quite an agreeable companion
He swiftly leans her on her back, the stare of her violet eyes burns her cheeks. She freezes when his hands reach beneath her skirts.
<What do you think you’re doing?
<Relieving you of these ghastly undergarments
It’s when he reaches her knee she yells, <Stop
Curious, he removes himself, poking his head from underneath her skirt. <But I hardly even started
<You shall not seduce me, thief
<Oh, Deely, it’s too late for that
Cordelia couldn’t talk when he lightly brushes the tips of his fingers against her inner thigh—her gut literally swirling in delight. Having his hand right there, it was exhilarating. But he doesn’t move it, almost like he’s waiting for permission.
She closes her eyes, almost detecting he had the decency to stop. At least if he kept going, she could blame him for his obscene actions. But if he asked—she’d be the whore.
<You look petrified
<But what was that nonsense of “it’s too late”?
<It’s play
So he didn’t mean to force her, despite telling her he was? What kind of play was that? All of this nonsense was hopelessly confusing. She scolds, turning on her side. <Play? Utter nonsense
<Do you expect me to sleep fully dressed
<I wouldn’t be against it. It’d be more appropriate
<If you can’t handle how I sleep, it’d be best if you turn around
<You
Cordelia feels that was a statement directed at her.
<It’s a symbol of purity
The thief sighs. <If done correctly, the deed itself doesn’t have to hurt—or—produce heirs of any sort. By which I play testament
<As far as you know of
<I’m not a scoundrel
Cordelia felt that jab was at her. <I’m an ordinary noblewoman who would expect higher prospects
<Right
It was her turn to mope, twisting around in her bed. This dress was horrid to sleep in. Not to mention her pantaloons were on the floor—maybe she could unfasten her garments before the man noticed. Because if he did—boy, she would be in for it.
Cordelia takes off the thick wool blanket and pulls the ties near the crevice on her back, allowing herself to slip out of the dress easily. She folds it neatly over a chair. That just left her in her loose-fitting corset—much less restrictive on the body than in her mother’s day. Already feeling the awkward breeze of her exposed rear, she tiptoes around the bed to grab her pantaloons, quickly slipping them on. She undoes the pin holding her braided bun together, allowing her long (now wavy) blonde locks to cascade down her back. It was a natural occurrence for her to wear it loose to bed, but that would mean it had to remain that way. Cordelia always had a maid style her hair (her chambermaids had a high turnover rate—for no reason other than their incompetence). She worries that her hair might become a nuisance upon their travels, so she keeps the pin on the sleeve of her dress.
Despite the lumpiness of the mattress and the itchy wool blankets, she’s grateful that her feet are off the ground. She rests her head on the pillow, closing her eyes before drifting off to sleep—stuffing those nasty urges she has underneath the thoughts of her new life. What did her future look like? If she had the proper
Tears form beneath her closed lids as she grips the blanket. She had to breathe easy. Tomorrow they would reach The Sands…
She had to pretend with all of her might—she's now a noblewoman named Deely.
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