Okay, so I've had this idea for a while but I've just been procrastinating, and you know at the time I had plenty of things I could think of to write about but now that I've created this, I've totally blanked.  But now I feel obligated to write something.  But I can't think of something to write.  But now I'm fixating on it and I really wish my brain would shaddup and focus on my actual work for once but no.  I mean I can totally forget about the homework I have due tomorrow but that Tapas series I have nothing to add to?  That's gonna bug me all day.  I really hate how my brain works at times.  Is it weird that I kinda view my brain as almost a separate entity?  Like, I know that it's my brain and my thoughts but it's also like different than my conscious personality in a way.  I'm not really sure how to explain it.  Like I have my conscious stream of thoughts but then there's also those things that kind of pop up out of no where?  I don't know.  Half the time I don't get whats going on in my own head.