“So you’re a model?” Maddison asked.

She’s laying next to me naked in bed, the sun is setting and we are both exhausted, taking a break after having sex for the third time. I run my fingers mindlessly through her hair as she rests her head on my chest.

“I like to think so. I’ve had a few gigs here and there but nothing major. I did a dentist commercial. Some hand modeling for men’s and women’s perfume. Leg modeling for a razor commercial. Nothing that will get me noticed yet. I’m trying to land with the big leagues. I’m talking sportswear, lingerie, make-up those kinds of things.”

“You’d be a hot underwear model.” She smirks.

“I know it.” I tease.

“Cocky much?” She laughed.

“What about you, what do you want to do when you grow up?” I asked.

“Hmm, haven’t thought about it much. An actress maybe? I really like theater, it’s my favorite class, besides your class of course.”

“Don’t flatter me, I know my class is boring as hell.”

“Yeah, but you’re there. Which is a big bonus for me.”

“You just like staring at my ass.”

“Whatever do you mean Ms. Asston?” She giggles.

I playfully smack her butt.

“I’m tired, I think I’m done for the day.” She yawned.

“Let’s take a shower.” I sat up.

                                                                  ... 

“When do your parents come back from out of town?” I asked as the warm water ran down our bodies.

“Monday, it’s an anniversary thing they do every year.” She put soap on her hands and started washing my back.

“I would say you could stay over, but I think my friend Carmen might come over soon.”

“Is that the other girl? The one you had sex with?” she wrapped herself around me.

“Are you jealous?” I smirked.

She didn’t say anything she just pulled back and started washing herself, purposely ignoring me.

“What’s the big deal anyways, it should be good to maintain another relationship that way people don’t suspect that you and I are fooling around.” I washed my hair.

“Is that all this is, we are just fooling around?” she asked.

“Yeah, what else would it be?” I eyed her in confusion.

She went back to ignoring me. Ugh, how immature. What should I expect for a high school girl anyways? I roll my eyes at her and go back to washing myself. We finish our shower in silence.

“Here, I’ll give you my number, that way I can text you and tell you when it’s okay for you to come back. You can’t tell anyone about this, not your friends, not some online chat, no one. Do you understand?” I asked.

She had her arms crossed and refused to look at me, a pouty look on her face.

“What?” I snapped.

“Nothing.” She clipped her word.

“Do we have an understanding or are you going to throw a hissy fit?”

“I’m staying the night.” She declared.

“What? No, you can’t. I already told you---”

“I don’t care.” She cut me off.

“Maddison, seriously. What is your deal?” I felt myself getting angry.

“Hmph.” She stuck her chin up at me and turned away.

What a little bitch. How old are we? Ugh! Look at me I’m Maddison I’m going to throw a fit for no good reason. Even after I let her borrow some of my favorite pajamas. Which I am pretty sure I’ll never get back.

“You need to leave, she could be here any second.” I pushed her towards the door.

“I’m not leaving.” She moved and plopped down on the couch.

“Ugh! What is your problem?”

“You seriously don’t know?”

“If I knew I wouldn’t be asking.” I rolled my eyes marching over to her and standing in front of her.

“Well let me make it clear for you.” She stood up.

I eyed her as she got closer to me. She grabbed me by the shirt and yanked me into a kiss. I felt my brain short circuit and my heart inflate. My eyes fluttered closed and I kissed her back. She forced her tongue into my mouth, a thrill shivered down my spine. When she pulled back, I was breathless.

“This isn’t just some game. I’m not just your new toy to fool around with. It’s either me or her. Not both.” She declared, her emerald eyes glaring into my brown eyes.

She waited for me to answer. I was caught off guard, I didn’t know how to answer to that. She was standing to close. Her lips only centimeters away. How the hell am I supposed to think straight? Wait since when did she become the boss of this relationship? Fuck I can’t focus.

“Well?” she said when I had been silent too long.

How the hell am I supposed to get rid of Carmen? Wait did I just decide? Just like that? I didn’t even second guess it. Fucking hell.

I leaned in and kissed her again. She moaned into me and dropped my shirt, her hands running up my chest.

If this isn’t some weird fantasy game of cat and mouse we’ve been playing, then what is this? Why does she make me so crazy? Her touch drives me wild, her body makes my mouth water. Her eyes, god those eyes. Fucking hell I am so confused. I’ve never wanted someone so bad.

She broke the kiss first.

“I changed my mind, I want more.” She squeezed my chest.

“Fuck, fuck me,” I said breathlessly.

She trailed kissed up my neck and I shoved her back down onto the couch, quickly straddling her. Damn, I’ll never get tired of this. Our lips collided in a passionate battle for dominance. This little fucker thinks she is the boss of me, I’m always the top, she won’t dethrone me so easily.

“Scarlet.” She moaned.

That’s the first time she’s said my name like that. My whole body had a reaction, I shuddered and felt a fire light inside of me.

“Uhh!” I moaned out loud as she started nibbling on my chest through my shirt.

*Knock knock knock*

We paused. Fuck I’m sure it’s Carmen, she told me she’d be back after her meeting.

“Damn it.” I curse and rest my head on Maddison’s shoulder.

It takes me a second to collect myself, by then the knocks came again. I get off of Maddison, she doesn’t even wait for me to tell her what to do, she just grabs her stuff and heads to the closet. I straighten myself out and answer the door. It is Carmen.

“Hey sorry, just got out of the shower,” I said.

“Ah, I see.” She walks in.

“How was the meeting?” I close the door.

“Really good! We’ve extended it until Monday so we can work out all the details. They are going to pick it up! No, if, and's, or buts. I’m going to get my show made! This is so exciting.” She squealed.

“Congrats! You’ve earned it.” I playfully bumped her shoulder.

She grabs me and pulls me into a kiss. I tense up. The closet is in direct view of us. She mistakes my tenseness for something else.

“Sorry, is that okay? I didn’t mean to---”

“No, no, no. I just don’t want to give you the wrong idea.” I said.

She eyes me in confusion.

“Um, I’ve thought about what you’ve said. And with you going to California I think it’s best if we just stay friends. It’s not like I can just drop everything to go with you. No matter how bad I want to. I have a contract with my job, I have to at least finish the school year out as a teacher.”

“Oh.” She sounds disappointed.

“Hey don’t sound so down, we can still be friends, and who knows maybe after I quit teaching we might bump into each other in Cali.”

“I love you.” She declares once more.

“Carmen.”

“And I know you don’t feel the same way, sometimes I think you’re incapable. But that doesn’t change how I feel about you, how I’ve always felt about you. I don’t want this to be the end. Not when I just got you back.” She grabbed my hands in her own.

Did she just say I’m not capable of falling in love? Asshole.

“I don’t do long distance sorry.” I pull my hands away.

“Then I won’t take the job, I’ll stay here with you.” She says.

My eyes go wide. She is willing to give up her dream, something she’s worked for her whole life, just for me. Holy shit. She really does love me. Fuck, what do I do?

“Carmen come on, this is your dream we are talking about. I would feel like shit if you gave it up just to be with me. Especially when you know I don’t love you back the way you want me to. I’ll just end up breaking your heart baby. And you know it.”

“You’re breaking my heart right now, all over again.” Her eyes watered.

“It’s for the best,” I say.

“No! I can’t accept that. I waited too long just to give you up now. Please, Scarlet.” She begs.

“I’m sorry.”

“Why won’t you just let me love you?” She cries.

My heart hurts for her. I wish I could be what she wants, but I can’t. We are two very different people. She wants to settle down, and I feel like I’ve just got started no way do I want to settle down yet.

“Carmen I think you should go,” I say.

She shakes her head no, tears falling now. I can feel my own tears welling up. I am not being fair to her, technically I haven’t even given her a chance. I feel like a bitch. She is offering me the world and then some, and I am too blinded by one girl.

She grabs my face in her hands and kisses me. I kiss her back. God, she is such a good kisser. She wraps her arms around me and deepens the kiss. I move to push her off but then her hands snake into my pants, she cups my ass.

“F-fuck.” I moan.

“Mmm, Scarlet.” She latches onto my neck.

I glance at the closet, damn it, Maddison is in there. emm, fuck.

“No, Carmen, stop.” I moan.

She bites down on my neck, her hand moves to the front of my pants and down to my wet snatch which is sore from all the sex with Maddison.

“Uhh!” I moan as her fingers find my love button.

“I’m gonna fuck you.” She says.

“No, wait.” She doesn’t listen, she slams me onto the table and yanks my pants down.

In seconds her head is buried between my legs.

“Ahh! Fuck!” I moan.

She must see how swollen and irritated my pussy is because she says,

“Have you been teasing yourself too much?”

“S-shut up.” I bite my lip as she eats me out.

“Emm Scar you taste so good.”

“Don’t say that you perv.”

“Emm.” She moans into me.

I moan too.

Fuck, I need to stop. Maddison is in the closet, but damn she is so good at this.

“Carmen, stop it.” I moan.

She doesn’t listen.

“Carmen,” I beg, my legs trembling ready to blow.

She bites down on my clit, out of instinct my legs wrap around her head and I grind into her. Fuck. I’m gonna cum. I grab her head and hold it in place as I grind into her. Fuck, fuck, fuck, uhh! Yes!

“I’m cumming! Oh, Carmen.” I jolt into her.

I fall back on the table, my chest rising with my heavy breathing. Fucking hell. She comes up for air and crawls on top of me.

“Carmen, stop it. I don’t want to give you the wrong idea.” I say between breaths.

“I like the wrong idea.” She kisses me.

“I’m serious, this is just sex to me.” I pushed her off.

“I can change your mind.” She kisses me again.

“Stop it.”

“No.” she pins my hands above my head.

This time I do tense up because of horrible flashbacks. She doesn’t stop, she kisses down my neck and grinds herself onto my bare thigh.

“Stop.” I say seriously.

She continues to grind into me, just like that day. I feel sick.

“Carmen!” My eyes water.

Finally, she snaps out of it and jumps off of me.

“I’m sorry, I’m so sorry. I didn’t mean to. I was just, I’m sorry.” She quickly blurts out.

“Asshole!” I shove her to the floor.

“Scarlet I’m sorry, I just got carried away. I didn’t mean to scare you.” She quickly stands.

I pull up my pants and back away from her.

“Scarlet.”

“Just go.” I snap.

“Don’t hate me, I’m sorry.”

“No means no! fucking hell.” I run my hand down my face and sit down at the table.

“I’m sorry.” She crouches down in front of me, forcing me to look at her.

“Carmen you can’t just do that, not after everything. You can’t put me in that situation again.” I shake my head, tears falling now.

“I would never, I swear. I’m sorry. Please.” She grabbed my hands in her own.

“I don’t like you the way you want me to, and no sex is going to change that. Please, just go.”

“Are we still friends?”

“I don’t know.” I pull my hands away from her.

“Just give me another chance, please.”

“I don’t think you can be just friends. Your feelings will just keep getting in the way.”

“Scarlet my love for you won’t stop me from being a good friend.” She wiped my tears.

“You scared me.” I admitted.

“I’m sorry. That’s the last thing I wanted to do.” She is so close now.

“Please, just go.” I turn my head away from her.

“Not until I know if we are okay.”

“Why do you even love me? I’ve been nothing but a bitch to you. I’m not that same girl from college.”

“I could go for hours as to why I love you. But mostly it’s your personality. I’ve never met anyone like you before.”

“Don’t give up your dream for me, I’m not worth it. Someday you might find someone who is, but that person is not me.”

“I think that’s for me to decide.” She kisses my neck.

I shudder.

Her lips trail up my skin and to my lips. We kiss again. She pulls back after just one kiss.

“I’ll go now, I’m sorry.”

“Okay. We can still be friends, but that’s all. Got it?”

She nods and kisses my neck again.

“Goodbye and goodnight.” She says when she pulls back.

“Goodnight.” I say.

Then she stands and with one last longing stare she leaves. I sigh in relief once she is gone. Fucking hell.

I get up to lock the door then head to my room, Maddison is waiting on my bed with her arms crossed, she looks pissed. I sigh and sit next to her.

“I’m sorry.” I say.

“You can’t be friends with her.” She huffs.

“She’s about to move away anyways.” I say.

She surprises me by pulling me into a kiss. Her lips are soft and so warm. Emm. She breaks the kiss and attacks my neck, the same spot where Carmen left a light hicky. She sucks on my skin and darkens it.

“Uhh…” I moan softly.

She climbs on top of me and pushed me down on the bed. Fuck this girl is wild. A horny loose cannon proned to fucking at any moment. Her lips don’t leave my neck as she trails her hands up and down my body.

“Mmm, Maddison.” I moan.

Then all of a sudden she pulls back just like that. She grabs her stuff and heads for the door, it takes me a second to realize what is happening.

“W-where you going!” I called.

“You can’t have both.” She said.

I got up and chase after her, she was already at the door.

“I’m sorry okay, it won’t happen again.”

“We’ll see.” She says then she winks at me before leaving.

What a fucking tease!