Like all good things,they soon fade out.As summer was coming to an end we both got very exited to see each other but when the time came,we would soon fade apart.As i walked into the school with my friend talking about the summer and how exited i am on seeing Chris we saw him in the corner of my eye walking to me.As i turned around a saw he was not alone but with a friend.I said hi and he did as well but then walked past me continuing on with his conversation."He must have not wanted to show his feelings in front of his friends" i thought to myself.But it was only the beginning to an end.I went to morning meeting and sat next to my friend Haley.A boy name Adam sat only distance away.In seventh grade we were not the best of friends or even at all.He was dating one of my friends at the time so i picked on them a lot,however he didn't really like it so he started to bully me and sometimes i felt like he was turning my friend agents me.He had caused me so much pain.He not only emotionally hurt me but physically.We started talking as the teachers were assigning classes to us.And then he called my name along with Haley's.I was happy to at least be with her,and just then they called Adams name.I was confused.I just looked at him thinking ''here goes another year of hurt'',but when we got to our classes he sat close to me and was actually being nice.In other classes he sat right behind me.When ever we would do our class work he would just play with me hair and find a way to make me laughing.Could this be the start to a new friendship,or something more.And yet while all of this good was happening,i still thought about Chris.''He still loves he ,right?'' i thought to myself.

When ever we would see each other we would say hi and go on with our day as if we were just friends and nothing more.At free time we would all hang out and my friends would push me into him and make their cute little remarks.However he would still be in a weird friends zone and just go along with it.This wen't on for months and then it started.I started to hear that he was telling every one that he broke up with me.I was furious and confused at what i was hearing and yet i was to scared to ask him if all the rumors i was hearing were true.My friends were all telling me to end it,but stupid me decided not to.

For months i tried to believe that it was all a lie and they were simply just rumors and nothing more than that.I felt as though i was just lying to myself and i didn't know how to stop.I felt like it was a drug and i didn't know how to stop it.The only thing he actually did with me was basketball in gym.He would always play monkey in the middle and would always say how cute i was when i was mad at him.I would always blush and end up punching him witch led to him chasing me around the gym.I would always go to the changing room at tease him saying how he wishes he could get me.The bell would always ring soon after.It is one of the best memories with him.I would go change and meat him outside the gym and run off to my next class.I would always wonder if he really meant what he said about loving me and yet, i said nothing.