We had been together for 4-5 months and only 2 in person and yet we were already considering breaking up.I was so mad and confused at the same time.I didn't know what to think.And the only person that really understood what i was going through was Haley.She was there for me when i needed her.Other from her i had Adam to go to.This was when i realized it,Was i starting to have feelings for him?I couldn't,right?He was the one who hurt me for months and now he was the person that would make me forget about what i was talking about when he walked by.It couldn't be.Could it.I was in a pool of questions and no answers.I still love Chris,right?And he still loves me ,right?I started to lose internist in him just as he did me.

What this really happening?Was i really starting to lose interest in Chris?And was i really starting to fall for Adam?I mean i know hes starting to be kind,funny,and kind of sweet,But Chris was my boyfriend,right?I mean Adam doesn't think of me like that,right?Then i started to notice how he always carried a note book around and never let anyone look in it.He started to show and even give it to Haley during classes.I always begged to look in it because i thought he had art in it or a new song he wrote.I was so curious.What was he hiding?Did he really like me and was just hiding it?This couldn't be true.And what about Chris?Would we breakup or what?Was I going to be the one that left broken hearten or would he?I wasn't sure if I wan't to breakup yet but what would that mean for my feelings for Adam?I don't wan't to leave Chris but i think that won't mater if i like Adam.What's my next move?