I was so scared.Whats my next move? Do i either stay with Chris my three year crush or move on and just start to except my feelings about Adam and hope that he feels the same?I need to know if Adam really likes me in the first place,and the only person who knows is my best friend,Haley.I told her i like him but ever since then she wont stop talking about how she think he likes me and even if i tell her that i disagree she won't drop it.Does she know if he likes me or not?They are always talking and Adam is always pulling her to the side to talk but if i come along they ask to speak alone or leave when i'm not looking.Something was going on.I felt like it was torture not knowing if your crush likes you and only your best friend knows.Now i have two options, i either tell Adam how i feel or just stay quiet and stay with Chris pretending to still love him.

I was so unsure on what to do.The only thing i did know was that if i wanted to know how Adam really felt about me i would have to ask,or just steel his book.I went with the second option.Adam always gives Haley his notebook during 7th period.I could just take it then. Although i don't think Haley will let me look at it.Last time it ended with me falling out of my chair on to the ground.Though it did hurt he just ended up laughing for half an hour.But what else could i do,i mean i couldn't just go up to her and asked if Adam liked he and she knew i liked him and how she was just sworn to secrecy.....right?But it was to obvious,she was always asking if i liked him and what love meant to me and was always texting him like 24/7.What else could it be?