I was done with it.Chris was spreading lies about me telling everyone he dumped me and just mean things.I can't take it anymore.Weather Adam likes my or not i can't stay with him.I need someone who won't talk behind my back.I need someone who will be there for me no matter what,where, or when.I need someone who will love me for me.Someone who loves all my weirdness or my anime loving self.Chris just isn't that person.Maybe he was during the summer but right now hes just not.But at the same time i felt like i couldn't let him go.I loved him, in fact he was only my second boyfriend.My first left with his dad to D.R. Chris was the only guy i had dated after Daniel(my first boyfriend)had left. I really didn't want to make a mistake and have Adam leave me. I guess you could say im just, scared.